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2011-07-22T03:53:00.003+08:00

I am blogging from iPod!
I dunno why god choose to let me know this at this very time.
Negative thinking: to make my already tough life even tougher; to cause me to have imperfect holidays...
Positive thinking: to make my already independent self even more independent; to help me to improve to better person.
Perhaps I'm not kind enough.
Never never take things for granted!
Do not seek help from others~
I shall reflect on myself!
Meanwhile, I need mercy.
I'm truly sorry. I'm too negligence on this matter. I hate it.

Gosh!

2011-07-21T18:32:00.002+08:00

I almost forget about this blog.
Hmmmm... I think i will leave it aside now.
I have another blog to maintain.
Anyway, today is his 1 month there.
Take care of yourself and our family!
I am away from home for 2 weeks plus~

My body

2011-06-06T00:06:00.001+08:00

What is wrong with me?
Since the beginning of this year, I had had sore throat, cough and flu for months.
It came and went and then came again and went away again.
(hopefully they won’t come to me again this year!)
Now, stomach ache and diarrhea.
This is the second time of the week.
It makes me so weak that I just wish that I can sleep however much I wish.
Well okay, I slept a lot.
Yes, I still slept a lot when exams are coming and so many things are unprepared.
Oh, god!
Since I had suffered so much physically and mentally…
Will you compensate me by giving me good result? =p
I shall keep bearing with the pain and back to study.
Just one more day!
God bless!!!

Holidays are on the way!!!

2011-06-04T09:45:00.001+08:00

Just 3 days!!!
Study Hard!!!

Stress

2011-05-11T14:58:00.003+08:00

What is the best time to say that you are stressed?
Now.
One day before exam.
Oh no, much lesser than one day.
You are taking law exam.
You are in no where prepared.
Worries and fear hold you to an extent that you can’t read even if you are determined to.
Stress is like cancer.
You have to control it really hard.
Else it will spread to the whole body and you can do nothing.
A treatment may kill it for temporary but it will come again.
Opps. Maybe this is a bad example.
Who cares lah??????
I want to shout!!!
I want to scream!!!
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I particularly like Esther’s mms.
Reach for the stars! It’s just a finger away. Aza aza till the world ends as per Britney Spears.
Please hold on till the end be it a failure or a success!
Good luck and all the best to everyone.
God bless me!
Sorry to my 21st that you have to end in extreme stress.

p/s: I love law yet it tortures me so much. I loved you yet you tortured me to the maximum. This is called love eh? :-)
pp/ss: Take good care, stay determined, stay tough and be happy!!!

深呼吸！

2011-05-09T17:18:00.002+08:00

来，请跟我一起深呼吸！
深深地吸~有力地呼！
压力，请你不要跟我靠得太近~
我快要窒息了~
这一切都是我自作自受~
不过，我才没有那么容易被打倒！
我只允许你驾驭我一下下哦！
我知道一切已经太迟了~
我知道我可以做的已经不多了~
我知道时间越来越少了~
可是，绝对要坚持到底！
四个字，坚持到底！！！
无论如何，也要搏一搏！
死也要死得明明白白嘛！
加油，我可以的！

My 21st

2011-05-03T14:31:00.002+08:00

Few more days, I will be 22.
That day, I will start my exam for my final part 1.
21st is the year which we officially turned to be an adult.
How sad, I am an adult already.
I prefer to be a teenager though.
I once heard some adult said that once you passed the age of 20, time will seem to be moving even faster.
I think that is because our burdens increase over time.
Opps, as opposed to burden, to make it sounds better; it should be termed ‘responsibility’.
When you have more things to do, you will feel that you have lesser time.
Had I become more matured?
Hmmmm… Time will tell.
How is my 21st year?
The first half of it seems to be of average.
Exams, holidays, worries, relieved, part 1.
Part 1 is stressful compared to inter.
Need to score for CLP for becoming a lawyer.
More things happened towards the second half of my 21st.
I had bad lucks.
Lost I/C, car accident, laptop spoiled, bitter incident, sick and sick.
Not to forget about my family matter.
It is tiring, it is tensed, it is stressed.
I guess it is because I am an adult now so God gives me more challenges.
I must thank all of them who were there for me for being by my side for me.
I love all of you!!! May god bless all of you~~~
What is next?
My 22nd.
It remains to be seen .
I just sincerely wish that my wishes will come true. =)
Good luck and all the best to everyone in the coming exams!

老朋友

2011-04-23T12:32:00.003+08:00

喉咙痛，伤风，咳嗽~
他们就好像我的老朋友一样~
从年头开始，就不断的拜访我~
每个月都会见面~
一个跟着一个~
每次都逗留个几天，或几个星期~
我已经心力交瘁了~
病了那么久，那么多次，也够了吧？
能不能让我一个人静一静？
当我需要努力其他的事时~
我实在无力应酬你们！
考试要到了~
真的没有多余的时间、多余的精力去生病！
除了学业，所有人所有事都要靠边站！
希望我做得到！
我会努力不放弃的！

Challenges

2011-04-18T20:35:00.001+08:00

No matter how bad things are…
No matter how hurtful things are...
No matter how bad people are…
No matter how heavy those burdens are…
No matter how bad you feel…
No matter how angry you are…
No matter how down you are…

Just remember these:
They/there are there to challenge your limit!
They/there are there to extend your limit!
They/there are there to make you stronger!
They/there are there to make you grow up!
Without them, you won’t learn.
So, appreciate their existence.

Be positive and stay strong!!!
Take care.

愛就對了 - S.H.E

2011-04-18T00:04:00.002+08:00

總是要流一些滾燙熱淚
才能換來對愛的體會
妳看　世界沒有毀滅　心也沒有碎
其他的就交給時間解決

妳當然可以重新再愛
受過傷的更懂怎樣愛與被愛
所以　別再沉溺有他的回憶
有空再回憶　離開妳的只有他但是愛還在

＊聽我說　愛是對的　錯的是我們
　還沒學會愛　就急著愛人　而愛錯人
　可是　愛就對了　遇到下一個
　愛上就愛了　痛苦或快樂　都是獲得
　oh~oh~

我當然經歷過妳現在的感受
我想那是人必經的折磨　yeh~
也許　每個人都該是某個人　成長的助手
受一點苦痛幫助他成熟

Repeat ＊

別探聽他的線索　別等待他會回頭
愛~不喜歡看人軟弱
別繼續把心封鎖　別躲在傷心裡頭
愛~萬一來了別錯過

愛是對的　錯的是我們
還沒學會愛　就急著愛人　而愛錯人
可是　愛就對了　遇到下一個
愛上就愛了　痛苦或快樂　都是獲得 Oh~

＃聽我說　愛是對的　錯的是別人
　自以為懂愛　才會又愛人　又傷害人
　可是　愛就對了　愛了就值得
　愛這門功課　艱深但快樂　愛就對了 Oh~

Repeat ＃

愛來了別錯過

醒了 - 杨千嬅

2011-04-17T13:38:00.000+08:00

天已经亮了那昨晚的电视还在开着
看过了什麽我错过了什麽都记不得
剩半杯的酒喝不喝什麽时候哭了呢
做梦醒着好纠葛

什麽都换了那熟悉的气味还在 oh~
说好的以後和独有的温柔不再 ho~
陌生多些容易看破好过面对面却寂寞
这一次不想为别人而活

我是真的醒了确定我们不行了
虽然还相信有人拥抱是幸福的
我是真的醒了记忆便来了
曾经有你的不再是我的

什麽都换了那熟悉的气味还在 oh~
说好的以後和独有的温柔不再 ho~
陌生多些容易看破好过面对面却寂寞
这一次不想为别人而活

我是真的醒了确定我们不行了
虽然还相信有人拥抱是幸福的
我是真的醒了记忆便来了
曾经有你的不再是我的

太迟了也太傻了用失忆症缓释信奉
何必呢又何苦呢为一个人对爱失去冲动

我是真的醒了确定我们不行了
虽然还相信曾经拥有是美好的
我是真的醒了记忆便来了
曾经有你的不再是我的
曾经有你的不再是我的

下一個我 - 炎亚纶

2011-04-12T23:06:00.001+08:00

聽到第一個我說做人要誠懇
偏偏第二個我剛剛穿好保護色
第三個我　在幹什麼
靜靜　看著　兩個我　在拔河

第四個我熱血沸騰　徹夜唱著歌
第五個我卻賴在床上一直癱瘓睡著
第六七個我　到哪裡呢
難道背叛我了

一邊笑得瘋了　一邊哭得累了　判若　兩人
快要放棄了　快要虛脫了
下一　個我　又是　什麼　角色
一邊溫馴愛著　一邊激烈恨著　心能有幾顆
我痛得快死了　可卻還能活著
你說　　　該如何

上一個我還沒修完失戀的功課
下一個我卻迫不及待很想墜入愛河
同一個軀殼　不同人生
每個我都陌生

一邊笑得瘋了　一邊哭得累了　判若　兩人
快要放棄了　快要虛脫了
下一　個我　又是　什麼　角色
一邊溫馴愛著　一邊激烈恨著　心能有幾顆
我痛得快死了　可卻還能活著
你說　該如何

一邊加速衝了　一邊卻在煞車　判若　兩人
我不是我的　屬於別人了
所以　自己　都沒　資格　選擇
一邊極度快樂　一邊心如刀割　人格分裂著
等待下一個我　挑戰這一個我
你說　扯不扯

调整

2011-03-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

最近特别多人失亲、失恋、失友的。
有人的亲人过世。
有人和另一半分手。
有人跟好朋友闹到不欢而散。
让人好心疼、好心酸、好心痛。
我也感触良多。
天将降大任于是人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为。
我很喜欢的一句名句精华。
不管什么事让你处于低潮，请记得要坚强。
不管失去的是什么，我们所应该做的就是调整。
调整想法与生活。
从有他的生活，调到没有他的生活。
我想，失去亲人是最痛的。
亲人是与生俱来就有的，所以比较难调整。
至于恋人或友人，你并没有失去什么，你只是回到了没有他/她的时候。
当初，你不也活得好好的吗？
时间不会让你好起来，可是它是好帮手。
如果你与时间好好合作，很快就会好起来的！
要想通哦！所谓想，就是没有人能帮助你咯！因为你的脑袋，只属于你。
又或者，习惯就好！
没有人不能没有谁。
想通了就放开、放手、放下吧！
不要折磨自己。
加油哦！
希望大家很快地复原。
我期待着可爱/美丽、真实的笑容。

p/s: 我也不知道自己在写什么。

Procrastination

2011-03-23T21:54:00.002+08:00

It's like a poison that has polluted my body…
It's like some cells that grow in my blood...
It's like a kind of gene that is deep inside me…
Oh God, I’m still procrastinating at this point of time…
God help me please! Focus on LAW!

Gamble

2011-03-11T14:04:00.001+08:00

What is it?
It is an action that you take when you know there is a risk but when you hope that the result will be a success.
Whenever I heard people lost tonnes of money on gambling, I often said that I just don’t understand why they would do it.
As much as I hate gambling, those real big gamble, actually, I am doing it all the time. =(
There are a lot of types of gambling. Well, actually, many things can be related to gambling.
Some of which are when you speed on the road hoping that you won’t catch summons, when you don’t put on your seatbelt while sitting in the car thinking there is risk to come across police but you hope that you won’t…
When I didn’t finish my assignment and hoped that lecturer wouldn’t pick on me, when I didn’t read what lecturers dictated to me hoping that they won’t ask me…
When I was engaged in some activities which I totally have no idea of its outcome…
While I did not bring my identity card out, I once met a roadblock. Oh, I was lucky that I won there as they police just think that I am a Good Samaritan so did not check mine.
Life is full of uncertainties.
Gamble is full of uncertainties too.
So, life is just about gambling. Do you agree? Hmmm…
Life is about taking risk.
So yeah, I am gambling on something big now. I am taking the huge risk. Once again. Years after years, I am still doing this. AND I CAN ONLY AND MUST HOPE FOR SUCCESS!!!
GOD BLESS ME.

Time

2011-03-01T17:38:00.002+08:00

Time is amazing!
Time is cute!
Time is nice!
Time is beautiful!
It’s the best medicine ever.
=)

One doesn’t change overnight.
One changes due to time.

Time is stubborn too!
It never will wait for people.
Man, it’s March already!
Revision month!
I will be getting busy.

I need to study.
I need to stay positive.
I need to stay strong.
I need to stay cheers.
I need to stay healthy.
I need to take care.
I need to relax too! ^^
:-)

God, can you please do me a favour?
Please bless everyone surrounding me.
Friends and family.
I want them to be good too.

And, I sincerely wish that we all will get through!!!
Gogogo!!! Ganbatte!!!

心痛

2011-02-28T11:49:00.001+08:00

这种感觉。。。
就好像手指被夹伤时一样。
很痛很痛。
不管有没有碰到它。
当然，不碰会比较好。

痛了过后，会怎样呢？
应该也一样。
手指很长时间都。。。
黑黑蓝蓝的。
有点麻木。
痛楚历历在目。

它好像在提醒我要小心。
明显的伤疤，是一种警惕。
不要再粗心大意了。

最近，尝了几种痛。
手指，胃痛，生病的痛苦。。。
最持久、最刻骨铭心的还是心痛吧！

不过，再痛的，还是会过去。
春天始终回来。=)
别担心，我很好！
又或者说，我会很好的！^^

发呆

2011-01-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

最近常常发呆！
几乎无时无刻都在发呆—
一个人搭轻快铁时～
一个人走路时～
上课时～
结果是：
-夹伤手
-撞到头
-买错东西
-跌倒
停止停止！

要放开，要放手！

Dears

2011-01-19T21:54:00.001+08:00

Dear Finger,
After one whole day of writing non-stop, I know that you are exhausted.
Sorry to keep you in constant pain, but I have got no choice.
Have a good rest before typing nonstop the day after tomorrow ya. =)
Hope to see you in pink soon! =(

Dear Brain,
Please stop thinking about those unnecessary things.
At least for now.
Stop it now!
Focus on your goals, your dreams, your task, your responsibilities and whatever essential!
And, Stay Focus!

Dear Heart,
I apologize for putting you into this position.
I apologize for not being cautious enough.
I wish you a quick recovery ya!

p/s: dun ask questions.

一指连心

2011-01-18T02:04:00.002+08:00

只听说过十指连心。
我终于体验到那一种痛了！
只是伤了一根手指头就那么痛了—
真的无法想象要是十根都—
碰木！(touchwood 啦！:))
关车门的时候心不在焉。
就那样，“砰”再加“啊”咯！
不对！应该是“啊啊啊啊啊啊～～”。
也不是第一次被门卡过手指了—
这一次比较严重咯！
没试过痛楚长达几小时都不散去的。
='(

我的食指！=)
但愿早日康复！
会影响我的日常生活哦！:)

...

2011-01-09T23:18:00.003+08:00

November 2010, identity card was lost.
December 2010, minor car accident.
January 2011, computer harddisk's failure.
What's next?
CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011 AND GOOD LUCK!

I am a chinese.
When the western new year failed to give me what I wish, I will go for CNY.
Dad bought 2 boxes of Justea, lemon greentea flavoured. =)
CNY is coming!
Holiday is also coming!

I dun like to be the one who start that.
I hate it.
It makes me feel bad.
On top of that, it makes me feel I am so...
Well, forget about it.
Promise no more next time.
I believe in my ability to control.
You will be amazed by it. :)
I want my normal life back.

Someone asked me today why I am so relaxed.
It made my heart pain a little.
I dun blame her for asking that.
I blame myself.

There are tonnes to be done.
Tata.

p/s: just suddenly have the feeling to write.

HAPPY 2011!!!^^

2011-01-01T00:11:00.003+08:00

2010!

2010-12-31T00:13:00.004+08:00

Oh you are leaving me real soon...
I wouldn’t say that this is a great year.
But, this is not a bad year, so it’s a good year. =)
I am a bit sad to say goodbye to you.
I will miss you. =)
Time is moving faster over time.
So, treasure it!
I didn’t bother to check what my resolutions were for this year.
I don’t remember all.
As I grow older, I become more forgetful. =)
But I do realise that some are achieved. =)
I am bored of setting specific new resolutions.
Everyone want everything to be good!
So, if I were to have a New Year resolution, it will be “all good”!
We shall make it as general as possible for it to cover everything.
To prevent anything important got left out. =)
So may whatever I wish at anytime, anywhere, will be achieved. =)
Greedy, I am. =) So do you!
Well, not only in the coming New Year but most of the time.
Why most of the time? It’s because all of the time is impossible. =)
We need to get down from time to time.
For what?
To clear of some debts, sin! =)
To make us stronger.
I don't really know what I am talking.
Save the craps,
GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST from now on! ^^

=(

2010-12-22T12:10:00.002+08:00

Things are easier said than done.
Finally I realise the true meaning of that statement.
Courage and motivation seem helpless here.
I wonder when only I can do that on my own.
May god save the troubles that I had caused.
And oh, it seems that I am pretty bad luck towards the end of this year.
I shall remain stagnant till next year.

远在天边，近在眼前。

2010-11-27T00:22:00.003+08:00

看似远在天边，其实近在眼前。
看似近在眼前，却是远在天边。
零距离，却恍如隔着一道墙。
遥远，却恍如近在咫尺。
靠近的，能只字不谈。
遥远的，能大谈特谈。
真令人惊叹！
心与心的距离。

这晚

2010-11-25T00:56:00.002+08:00

我睡不着。
也不知道是不是“昨早”的咖啡因作怪。
还是这种时候我根本就不会睡得着。
有人说，失去了才懂得珍惜。
很类似的事情，这已是第二次了。
真的觉得很难原谅自己。
闭上眼睛，脑海里浮现的一定是。。。
究竟是在哪里？车站、面摊、书店、学校还是路上？
究竟是什么时候？大约几点？
究竟是怎么回事？
要是回想得起，它就不叫不见了。
我已尽量凑齐所有的可能性。
大胆假设，小心求证。
多么希望奇迹会出现，然而，它就是不出现。
我自认已是一个对这类东西蛮小心翼翼的人。
可是，两次了，我不得不重新评估自己。
过些时候，事件淡化去了，所谓的“珍惜”也会跟着消失。
加倍的小心也会被削减。
第三次千万不要再来！
只能安慰自己说，这是意料之外事，别太责怪自己。
它到底在哪里？
会有好心人吗？希望渺茫。
但愿天助我也。

p/s：又破财了，倒霉。

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 1!!!

2010-11-20T11:43:00.002+08:00

Finally! After one year, it's out.

It's costly... But it worth it! =)

The view from my seat... (Advertisement time!)
You won't have time to take picture while the show is up! :)

This is a great movie!
But I feel sad after watching it....
God knows why~ ^^

Go and watch it!!!

Uniqlo~

2010-11-20T11:27:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since i blogged... :)

Went Uniqlo with classmates...

Bought the colourful one... :)

Good day!

Lea Salonga - Journey lyrics

2010-11-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

Half the world is sleeping,
half the world's awake
half can hear their hearts beat
half just hear them break

I am but a traveler, in most every way
Ask me what you want...to know

What a journey it has been
And the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been.

I have been to sorrow
I have been to bliss
Where I'll be tomorrow,
I can only guess

Through the darkest desert
Through the deepest snow,
Forward always forward, I go..

What a journey it has been
and the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been...

Forward, always forward...
Onward, always up...
Catching every drop of hope
In my empty cup

What a journey it has been
And the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been...

What a journey it has been...

(",)

Man’s Search for Meaning by Victor E. Frankl

2010-11-17T14:05:00.002+08:00

“Don’t aim at success—the more you aim at it and make it a target, the more you are going to miss it. For success, like happiness, cannot be pursued; it must ensue and it only does so as the unintended side-effect of one’s personal dedication to a cause greater than oneself or as the by-product of one’s surrender to a person other than oneself. Happiness must happen, and the same holds for success: you have to let it happen by not caring about it. I want you to listen to what your conscience commands you to do and go on to carry it out to the best of your knowledge. Then you will live to see that in the long run—in the long run, I say!—success will follow you precisely because you have forgotten to think about it.”
A man can get used to anything, do not ask how.
There are things which must cause you to lose your reason or you have none to lose. An abnormal reaction to an abnormal situation (to be abnormal in proportion to the degree of his normality) is normal behavior.
The lack of having simple desires led him to seek wish-fulfillment in dreams. Whether these dreams did any good is another matter; the dreamer had to wake from them to the reality of life, and to the terrible contrast between that and his dream illusions.
The salvation of man is through love and in love. The angels are lost in the perpetual contemplation of an infinite glory.
Love goes very far beyond the physical person of the beloved. It finds its deepest meaning in his spiritual being, his inner self. Whether or not he is actually present, whether or not he is still alive at all, ceases somehow to be of importance. Set me like a seal upon thy heart, love is as strong as death.
The attempt to develop a sense of humor and to see things in a humorous light is some kind of a trick learned while mastering the art of living. Yet it is possible to practice the art of living although suffering is omnipresent. To draw an analogy: a man’s suffering is similar to the behavior of gas. If a certain quantity of gas is pumped into an empty chamber, it will fill the chamber completely and evenly, no matter how big the chamber. Thus suffering completely fills the human soul and conscious mind, no matter whether the suffering is great or little. Therefore the “size” of human suffering is absolutely relative. It also follows that a very trifling thing can cause the greatest of joys.
Is human being completely and unavoidably influenced by his surroundings? But what about human liberty? Is there no spiritual freedom in regard to behavior and reaction to any given surroundings? Is that theory true which would have us believe that human is no more than a product of many conditional and environmental factors-be they of a biological, psychological or sociological nature? Is man but an accidental product of these? Does man have no choice of action in the face of circumstances?
There were enough examples, often of a heroic nature, which proved that apathy could be overcome, irritability suppressed. Man can preserve a vestige of spiritual freedom, of independence of mind, even in terrible conditions of psychic and physical stress. They offer sufficient proof that everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms-to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one’s own way. And there were always choices to make. Every day, every hour, offered the opportunity to make a decision, a decision which determine whether you would or would not submit to those powers which threaten to rob you of your very self, , your inner freedom; which determined whether or not you would become the plaything of circumstance, renouncing freedom and dignity to become molded into the form of the typical inmate. Any man can decide what shall become of him-mentally and spiritually. It is this spiritual freedom-which cannot be taken away-that makes life meaningful and purposeful.
There is only one thing that I dread, not to be worthy of my sufferings.
An active life serves the purpose of giving man the opportunity to realize values in creative work, while a passive life of enjoyment affords him the opportunity to obtain fulfillment in experiencing beauty, art, or nature. But there is also purpose in that life which is almost barren of both creation and enjoyment and which admits of but one possibility of high moral behavior: namely, in man’s attitude to his existence, an existences restricted by external force. A creative life and a life of enjoyment are banned to him. But not only creativeness and enjoyment are meaningful. If there is a meaning in life at all, then there must be a meaning in suffering. Suffering is an ineradicable part of life, even as fate and death. Without suffering and death human life cannot be complete.
The way in which a man accepts his fate and all the suffering it entails, the way in which he takes up his cross, gives him ample opportunity-even under the most difficult circumstances-to add a deeper meaning to his life. It may remain brave, dignified and unselfish. Or in the bitter fight for self-preservation he may forget his human dignity and become no more than an animal. Here lies the chance for a man either to make use or to forgo the opportunities of attaining the moral values that a difficult situation may afford him. And this decides whether he is worthy of his sufferings or not.
A man who let himself decline because he could not see any future goal found himself occupied with retrospective thoughts. To look into the past, to help make the present, with all its horrors, less real. But in robbing the present of its reality there lay a certain danger. It became easy to overlook the opportunities to make something positive of life, opportunities which really did exist.
Life is like being at the dentist. You always think that the worst is still to come, and yet it is over already.
Emotion, which is suffering, ceases to be suffering as soon as we form a clear and precise picture of it.
The one who had lost faith in his future-his future-was doomed. With his loss of belief in the future, he also lost his spiritual hold; he let himself decline and became subject to mental and physical decay. Usually this happened quite suddenly, in the form of a crisis.
He who has a why to live for can bear with almost any how.
It did not really matter what we expected from life, but rather what life expected from us.
Life ultimately means taking the responsibility to find the right answer to its problems and to fulfill the tasks which it constantly sets for each individual.
What you have experienced, no power on earth can take from you.
There are two races of men in this world, but only these two—the “race” of the decent man and the “race” of the indecent man. Both of found everywhere; they penetrate into all groups of society. No group consists entirely of decent or indecent people. In this sense, no group is of “pure race”.
The commonplace truth is that no one has the right to do wrong, not even if wrong has been done to them.
He who has a why to live for can bear almost any how.
Each man is questioned by life; and he can only answer to life by answering for his own life; to life he can only respond by being responsible.
Live as if you were living already for the second time and as if you had acted the first time as wrongly as you are about to act now!
Man is capable of changing the world for the better if possible, and of changing himself for the better if necessary.
Things determined each other, but man is ultimately self-determining.
Man has both potentialities within himself; which one is actualized depends on decisions but not on conditions.
“Saying yes to life in spite of everything.”
A human being is not one in pursuit of happiness but rather in search of a reason to become happy.
For the world is in a bad state, but everything will become still worse unless each of us does his best.

Declaration

2010-09-23T11:14:00.002+08:00

This blog is undergoing hibernation. =)

Yeah! ^^

2010-07-18T12:58:00.005+08:00

Oh oh~ He is finally here with me~ =) muack~ =)

After A, B and C said that they will bring me there but then they can’t make it…
After the trip there with D and E failed…
Eventually, I am here, MID VALLEY! (With lucks! =))

Welcome to my life! Love you!
Thanks Jason for willing to get me this~ :)
Thanks Julius for helping me to look and get people~
Thanks Eugene for letting me to annoy and helping me to ask his friend, and also willing to fetch me to get it from his friend~
THANKS WEN FOR GETTING THIS WITH ME AND THE BARGAINING!
Appreciate it with hearts~
p/s: I learnt a principle. In life, if you are not strong enough, or that you are too soft, or that you don’t insist with your own decision, just a step different, you may get bullied, be in bad position and regret bitterly. Thank god!

We did some window shopping and then proceed to lunch.
Portugal Grill!

Ikan Pari + Sotong.

Wen missed it a lot so we had it.
Not bad oh!
Just a little bit too oily. :p

Wen is eating~

Me~ :)

Then, we shop around again.
As usual, it is either too expensive or ran out of my size.
Well, I didn’t wish to spend also…
So, we just did window shopping. =)

Tea time!

Beard Papa!
My first time trying~

Vanilla cream puff~
I like the outer part of it...
Crispy~
The vanilla taste also not bad.
I want to try chocolate next time! =)

Wen eating the puff~

On the way home!
Good day.
=)
p/s: although my mood was quite good, but deep in my heart, there is a bit pain… :p

Angry

2010-07-10T11:08:00.001+08:00

It almost drives me crazy.
It’s always the case though.
Calm down and calm down.

Promise

2010-07-05T20:10:00.001+08:00

Is your statement a promise?
Personally, yes.
What is the definition of a promise?
It is a statement that tells somebody that you will definitely do or not do something.
To me, your statement that “I will definitely.../ I can assure you that…” is just statement that pleases me a little.
If you fulfill it, I will be so cheerful, so glad, so happy and most importantly so lucky.
But what if you don’t?
You may forget about it, you may just don’t want to do it, you may just ignore the fact that u had made it.
I can do nothing but sigh…
That is a statement that you said/made to me personally.
It is not written down nor recorded.
No evidence, no witness!!!
So, forget about it.
This is merely a statement or a gratitous promise that is not leglly enforceable.

Penalty

2010-06-22T21:42:00.001+08:00

In law, there should have no fine at all.
What is the fine for?
I think, there should be only imprisonment.
Often, the fine tortures the family in paying money.
Instead of the lawbreaker!
The family will use all they can to pay for the lawbreaker.
The lawbreaker can get rid of penalty relaxingly.
They never get the real penalty.
So after a while, they can do the same thing all over again.
Again and again…
It seems it’s the one who take out his hard-earned money that suffer the penalty.
What is the point then?
It happens anytime and everywhere!
Is money everything?
To me, it will be better if you penalize the lawbreaker instead of his family.

Blood

2010-06-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

19-06-2010; BLOOD BANK

VAD 20 held a blood donation campaign there.
I thought that will be the following Saturday.
I didn’t have transport to get there at first.
Anyway, I am glad that I was there.
My b-hemoglobin is 14.8 this time.
Wow and yeah! I can donate blood! =)
Blood pressure = 104/70.
Normal blood campaign will be 100~140/70~110 (120/90)
And also, not to forget my weight…
Oh yeah, god want me to donate blood.
Teo said: ‘Congratulation! You have saved 3 lives!’
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
This is my second time, and I will have more in the future!
I will donate blood whenever I can!
Requirements to be fulfilled:
- Had at least 5 hours sleep the day before that.
- Have weight of 45 and above.
- Normal blood pressure.
- B-hemoglobin above 12.5!
- No sickness.
- Had breakfast!
- etc.
Come on, this is much easier to achieve than study right? =p
Guys and girls do try to do it whenever you can.
You can save lives…
I feel good because I did a good thing.
Souvenir from the blood donation.
VAD 20: I SEE, I HEAR, I DO!

And AGM...

Celeste & Edric

2010-06-16T20:41:00.004+08:00

Duration: 31/05/2010~12/05/2010; 10am till 9pm

This is the place I went during this period.

Yup! I worked there.

Workload: Sweep the floor, lap the shoe, lap the sunglasses, lap anything, paste barcode on new stocks, check whether all price tag on the displayed shoes are still viewable or still there, serve customer etc.

Salary: RM 50/day + Commission.
The sales there are not very good...

The time is long.
Tiring.

No lunch break.
You can buy or bring something and eat at the counter there.
This is the first time that I feel not so 'good' to eat dinner... Why? Dunno. :p

You should work all the time when you are there.
You ought not to sit or 'free' for even a while I think.

Goodbye to C & E!

I found another job which can give me more time and more money...
So, I just leave them. :p
I feel guilty and sorry to you that I didn't give you enough notice as orally requested.
As what others said, no agreement so... :)
I can't let go of the golden chance...
So, sorry…

This is a brand new experience to me though.
I still appreciate this valuable experience although I didn't really like this work.
This is just not my type.
I just don't like to lap things.
(Yeah, I won't be a good housewife I guess... =))
But this is not a bad job also.
You hardly feel bored.
That's essential to me. :)

However, time spent should be made proportionate to money gain... :)

Exclusion clause: This is just my opinion and feeling after working there. No bad intention. Blame people who made me feel that.

P/S: ENJOYED CYCLING IN THE DARK. IT'S SO COMFORTABLE! Rained quite often though... :(

I will keep this experience deep in my mind.
I will not find job which is related to shoe... :)
Office job is more suitable to me. =)

Zoo Negara!!!

2010-06-16T19:01:00.007+08:00

Friday, 28-06-2010.

It had been a while that I want to go to ZOO…
Finally, my little wish come true~ =)
Are we childish?
Come on!
It has been more than 10++ years since the last time I was there…
I had totally forgotten about how it looks like!
Seriously!

=)
Participants in this trip are as follows:

Alexander Wong Jian Yuan the organiser~ (my boss~)
It seems that he wanted to play with the monkey…
Too bad that the monkey didn’t want to bother him… :p

Cathy Tai Jin Ling~
(You look cute with the cap! :))
She was having her breakfast as someone was late! :)

Julius Tan Je-Yen~ (Uncle Tan~ :p)
Smile la! :D
Quote his words: "HAHAHA… Only a flamingo in the middle of the river…”
(for many times before going to ZOO)
This is a false statement of fact! :)

And of course, Me! =)

Is it a good combination? I guess so. =D

Some nice pictures:

The guys!
Rock! :p

Good Girls~ :D

See!
They are enjoying the trip eh?!

We 3!

Take 2!

Take 3!

My dearly Friends!!!
(Finally, someone is willing to break the 'principle' of not taking picture of 3! =))

Our tired and exhausted look!

Fight for animals? =)
We are the best! =p

It’s definitely a good day albeit a bit hot, smelly and tiring.
I love you guys~

P/S: I AM THE STRONGEST ONE! I STAYED ENERGETIC FROM THE BEGINNING TILL THE END. THE REST... MUA HA HA HA~

LOOKING FORWARD TO GENTING TRIP!!!

Rawang Trip Take 2

2010-05-28T18:05:00.004+08:00

My second Rawang trip!!!
4 of us, traveled all the way to Rawang.

Time for eating!
Vegetarian!
Hmmmmmmmmmm...
Julius cooked it with his mother's help....
Or it's aunty cooked it with Julius's help?
Hahaha... It doesn't really matter anyway~
Good job Julius!
I don't think I can even help my mum to cook it... :)

We are eating~
Yum yum~
Quite hungry as I didn't have proper breakfast... :p

After eating, we watch Ip Man 2.
It's a nice movie!
But I prefer the first one... :)
Cathy, you spoil my movie! :p

After movie.
We were thinking about what to do next. =)
We played cards for a while, then find it boring.

Then, dang!
We went to playground!
We were just like 5 kids! =)

Us!

Us again.
Take 2!

Us!
Take 3!
It's quite hot.

=) It's a good day anyway.
We enjoyed, we had fun and we got tired.
Many thanks to Julius and family for the lunch and for picking us up from the KTM station!
What is imperfect is that I didn't get to go to the water fall~ =( =p

With Quan

2010-05-26T19:21:00.003+08:00

Monday, 24-05-2010

I went to watch movie with Jane~~!!
Yeah! We went to Timesquare to watch "The Bounty Hunter".
This movie is not bad!
This is my first movie since Dec if not mistaken. :)
We talked, we sit "relaxingly" in the cinema...
It's so comfortable! :)
It's so relaxing!

Jane and me!!!
Will miss you very much oh! =)

Before movie, we went to the restaurant beside the cinema to have our lunch.
The restaurant is named "Sek Hou".
This is a very worth-visiting restaurant! :)

Jane ordered this drink named "Hundred Flavour Tea".
Wow! This is a must try on the menu.
And it's really nice and special.
Im missing it~ :)

Another view of that drink! :p

Jane's meal.
The portion is a bit too little according to.... :)
It taste a bit strong to me.... :p

Mine!
Yummy~ Spicy~ My favourite!!! (Long time no eat... =))

Jane paid for the lunch and I paid for the movie tickets.
Jane, you rugi la! =)
Thanks to Jane~~~~~~
Love ya~~~!!!

Yooooohoooooooooooo~~~~~

2010-05-23T14:31:00.006+08:00

So, the contract paper marked the end of our inter-exams.
Disregard whether it was well done or badly done, forget about it!!!
=) Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ We are free~ Free from exams~ Free from stress!
Perhaps not free from worries, but doesn’t matter, make sure you enjoy, ok?
So, don't ask me about how was my exam. =)

21-05-2010… A nice date! Hehe…

Good bye to the exam hall! :)

After the killing exams, it’s time to relax.
We went to Timesquare and had our lunch there.

My fried rice @ Johnny. Hmmm… I prefer Thai Kitchen! :)

Pictures:

Girls.

All.

Then, we had ice cream @ Gelatomio.
This is my first time having it.
This is known as the “traditional Italian ice cream”.

My ice cream.
Dark chocolate and cookie cream flavour.
Dark chocolate is superb and the other one is way too sweet for me.
What a satisfying afternoon for me!
Credits are to be given to the ice cream which I haven't had since Dec.
=)
Greet happy holidays and goodbye to classmates...

Then, I went to KLCC to visit Jing who is working there.
While waiting for her for dinner, I dreamt and walked. :p

I had nothing to do. :)
So I took the picture of the ceiling. :)
Oh my leg was so pain and I was so tired.
I just slept for one hour the day before!
After few hours, finally, dinner time!!!
Sakae sushi!!! Also, my first time. =)

My greentea.
This is not the normal type of greentea but greentea with roasted rice.
It tasted weird to me.
I prefer the original one.

Our dinner.
Unatama don and teriyaki chicken don.
Not bad. That place was cold and the rice was hot.
So warm! =)

Soft shell crab… Not nice. :(
You ought to have at least one sushi when you are in a japanese restaurant.
XD.

I bought this for my lunch the next day.
50% off at 8pm @ Isetan. =)
I LOVE JAPANESE FOOD! YUUUUUMMY~~~~~

Reached home at 9pm.
It's indeed a full and happy day!
Yeah!
Goodbye and happy holidays to all my dear lovely classmates!
Enjoy while you can!

Oh, my plan for holidays?
Rot at home for few days first. (As what I am doing.)
Sleep adequately. (Doing also!:) )
Work for cash! (Oh I really need you! I spent a lot! :( )
Buy myself as much things as I wished as possible! =) (Shopping la!:) )
Enjoy~ (Drama, online, TV, games, outing (priority) and whatever!) Weeeee~
And, one personal thing. (Secret.)

p/s: Oh my god! I am gaining weight la! =( But I haven't had enough of nice food wo... How? =p

^_-

2010-05-17T07:49:00.002+08:00

I tend to recall about my last important exams.
That’s A Level which was 1 and a half year ago.
I still remember well that I had exactly one whole month of exam.
That one month was torturing.
It was too long and too many papers.
But now, less than 2 weeks seem as long as that. =p
Hmmm… how come?
Different exams with same thinking, same feeling and same attitude. =(
Is everyone the same? Hmmm…
2 more to go!!! Good luck yea~
The time of spending money is coming soon!!! =)

=D

2010-05-11T15:33:00.002+08:00

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I am 20 years old now!!!
Getting older and older~ =(
When I become an adult,
The first thing that I am going to do is...
Be positive! =)
Sorry, guys…
I am being kind of negative these days…
I can’t help it.
But, an adult should be stronger~
And better in controlling emotions! =)

Here

2010-05-10T07:33:00.000+08:00

I feel it...
I sense it...
Ohoh~

May is here!

2010-04-30T23:47:00.004+08:00

Today is my last day of classes at the year of intermediate.
It will be better if I am not so worse.
Oh my throat…
Oh my cough…
Each time coughing, it makes me so bad.
It affects my ear too.
I hope to recover as soon as possible!!!
It’s enough of complaining.

Thanks Ling for sending these to me.
It touched me. Love you. =)

Today's classes were from 10-3 and 6.30- 8.30p.m.
During the 3 hours break, we went to Starbuck thinking to study.

My Java Chip.
I got its serious effect few hours later.

We ended up playing this and chit-chating.
It's fun though.
How I wished time would have stopped there...
So that we can just continue doing that...
So that we don't have to back to reality.

My dinner.
Oh, you didn't see it wrongly.
It's the nasi lemak's rice + fried egg.
We went to this stall, and I had got no choice.
It cost RM 2. ==

I would like to thank all my dedicated and kind lecturer.
Throughout the past 9 months, I have come to realize that being a law lecturer is not easy.
They need to do a lot of research, a lot of reading and a lot of typing for us.
It can be proved from those materials given.
I have to say that they are even more hardworking than I am.
You all are really great!

Not to forget those lovely classmates.
I wish that i can pass my exams so that we can still be classmates. =)

May is here.
You are not welcomed!
=(

10 more days to go.
The war.
Declaration of war!
It’s really my last chance.
Once again, all the best everyone for the exams!
I will be back here after 21/5.
By then, I am sure that I am going to post a lot of pictures of outing!

Coming...

2010-04-26T11:38:00.002+08:00

IT IS COMING!
Oh, I am not looking forward to it.
Please take your own sweet time to come.
Don’t come here so quickly. =(
I don't like you.
Shindy asked me what I want.
HAHAHAHAHAHA...
I want a lot of things.
I want a camera.
I want shoes.
I want new shirts.
I want jacket.
I want bag.
ETC...
But these are not what you can buy for me. =)
So, leave it to me.
I will fulfill it myself during the holidays if possible. =p
A lot of those are better for me to get it myself. :)
The only thing I want from you is just sincerity. =)
By you asking me that, I am already happy. :)
Thanks ya.
Thanks for asking it to remind me for its arrival.
I just realize that I almost forgot about it.
I only remember that the day before that is coming.
Many people are sick.
Dad, mum, brother, sister and many classmates.
Oh my god! It’s like everyone is sick.
I am feeling so unwell with the sore throat.
Don’t feel like eating. =(
Guys, take good care of your health.
To those who are sitting for examinations soon:
I wish all of you ALL THE BEST.
And GOD BLESSES ME to myself.
STAY “AWAKE” till the end!

Don't Give UP!

2010-04-20T10:00:00.002+08:00

Quotes on perseverance and spiritual strength:

Katinka Hesselink
Don't give up trying to find your way. But do remember that sometimes it takes bending to avoid breaking.

Carrie Ten Bloom
Worry does not empty tomorrow of sorrow - it empties today of strength.

Harriet Beecher Stowe
Never give up, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.

The Bible, Matthew 17:20
I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it willmove.

St. Francis of Assisi
Start by doing what's necessary;
then do what's possible;
and suddenly you are doing the impossible.

Ambrose Redmoon
Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.

Ruth Gordon
Never give up. And never, under any circumstances, face the facts.

Wilma Rudolph (the first American woman runner to win three gold medals at a single Olympics)
Never underestimate the power of dreams and the influence of the human spirit

Daisaku Ikeda (Japanese peace activist, president of Buddhist organization)
With love and patience, nothing is impossible.

Thomas Alva Edison
If we all did the things we are capable of doing we would literally astound ourselves.

Chinese Proverb
If I keep a green bough in my heart, the singing bird will come.

Ella Fitzgerald
Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do.
Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong.

Ojibway Indian Expression
Sometimes I go about pitying myself
And all the while
I am being carried across the sky
By beautiful clouds.

Kahlil Gibran
Trust in Dreams, For In Them is The Hidden Gate to Eternity.

Lao Tzu
He who knows enough is enough will always have enough.

Conrad Hilton
Achievement seems to be connected with action.
Successful men and women keep moving.
They make mistakes, but they don't quit.

Emily Dickinson
Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.

Anonymous
The three qualities necessary for training
Great faith. Great doubt. Great effort.

Albert Einstein, three rules of work
1. Out of clutter, find simplicity.
2. From discord, find harmony.
3. In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity.

Albert Einstein
In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity.

Rabindranath Tagore
Faith is the bird that sings when the dawn is still dark.

Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.

Dale Carnegie
Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hopeat all.

Margaret Mead (American Anthropologist)
Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has.

Madeleine L'Engle (author)
Nothing is hopeless, we must hope for everything.

Emil Brunner
What oxygen is to the lungs, such is hope to the meaning of life.

直觉

2010-03-29T10:06:00.002+08:00

是直觉还是命运？

每次的结果都一样。

命运让我的直觉准确无误？

不对，应该是经验。

经验让我对那一切感到熟悉。

一会儿这样，一会儿那样。

还真的让人难以理解。

都把我弄迷惑了。

唉！别想了！

还是相信自己的直觉吧！

就是那样没错！

今天星座也叫本小姐相信直觉。

直觉就是直接的感觉。

很自然的，往往也很准确哦！

怪只怪自己想太多。

经一事，长一智。

我也不再那么执着了。

p/s：
哦！好消息！
我好像好多了。。。
感谢他们的支持和帮忙。
最近好像比较有心情写华文。^^

午觉

2010-03-25T16:55:00.002+08:00

很久没睡午觉了，好像很久。

午觉与一般晚上的睡眠不一样。

我也不明白为什么。

感觉就是不一样。

午觉，感觉很棒！=)

睡醒后，感觉很“清新”，很舒服，很精神。

只是短短的一个钟，就那么棒！

睡前所发生的事似乎都好像一场梦。

希望所有不好的事都是一场梦。

但愿好事与我亲近、坏事离我远去。

感觉很糟糕时，记得睡一睡午觉！

p/s: 我的华文应该还没退步太多、还可以吧？^^

C. R. A. P. S

2010-03-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

Times keep going.
2 weeks are over.
Common law revision classes are gone.
I am a bit sad of it.
Not because I miss those classes...
How is my own revision?
I wonder it’s considered as “started”. ==
Wake up, wake up!
Be determined!
Stay alive!
Study hard and smart ya.
And take up the challenges!
Oh it’s still weak.
Okay, fight with it later.
Let’s put it aside first.
p/s: Exams are only in one month plus!
All the best to everyone!

People keep changing?
I tend to mistakenly believe that they are...
But then, I always got wrong.
Had they changed?
Or that you only know about the true them now.
It hurts, you know?
Then again, so what?
Who cares?
I will care about it a little for a while.
After that, move on!
p/s: I hope so. =(

Things keep happening.
I wish that I can always stay away.
But my personality, my heart doesn’t allow.
So, my capacity is getting stuffed.
Perhaps I shall wish that they will behave themselves!
At least for now!

Don’t ask too much.
I will become aggressive.
When it’s time to tell, I will.
Automatically.
p/s: I don’t wish to too.

Let’s shout!
Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………………

Optimism

2010-03-16T20:56:00.001+08:00

Stay positive.
Think positive.
Act positive.
Talk positive.
Whenever.
Whatever.
Wherever.
Think about the good.
Be friend with bravery.
Stay calm.
Cherish the beautiful memory.
Live happily.
Laugh truthfully.
Smile nicely.
Enjoy.
Keep it up!

Dream

2010-03-06T22:59:00.001+08:00

Often, when I dreamt of it, it means that it won’t happen.
Hmmm, that’s my experience.
So, I am a bit upset of dreaming something very good.
This is the second time I feel it.
Indeed, I have been informed several times.
Yet, I will still cheat myself on occasions.
Stay in control.
But sometimes, it’s good to dream of it.
The dream will wake you up.
I am confused.
I guess I thought too much.
That’s what leads to the dream.
The dream doesn’t mean anything to me.
Oh, what I am crapping about?
LOL. No idea.
This teaches you not to expect!
Never!
Forget about that. =)

Difference.

2010-03-05T19:30:00.001+08:00

I sense it.
I sensed it in the air.
I sensed it in my emotion.
I sensed it in surroundings.
I sensed it in people.
I sensed it in the classroom.
I sensed it in my house.
I sensed it in my thinking.
I’m waiting to sense it in me!

Finally, I’m no longer hiding.
I’m facing the reality, on my own.
Good job? Bravo?
It can only be done that way.
I found my aggressive side when…
I’m sorry for that.

Revision classes start tomorrow.
Weekends classes…
Full day of classes…
Friends, stay healthy!!!
Both mentally and physically!!!
And ganbatte kudasai!!!
Aza aza fighting!!!

想

2010-03-04T13:02:00.002+08:00

好想对着大海大喊～
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊～
喊出自己心里的郁闷～
喊出压抑已久的事～
发泄发泄～
好想跟他们聊天～
那种我可以乱吵一通的聊天～
那种我爱说什么就说什么的聊天～
真真实实的说话～
没有掩饰，没有忌讳的聊天～
好想去旅行～
好久好久没有去旅行了～
喜欢那种带着背包旅游的感觉～
抛开所有的一切～
也许那样我就会好起来～
也许也许，很多借口～
好想吃我喜欢的黑巧克力～
苦中带甜，好幸福哦～
最近还蛮多事的～
只想把它们都抛诸脑后～
我的脑袋需要一次大扫除～
如果可以什么都不理就好了～
我生性就很多事吗～
这几天的“假期“～
进展还真是差到没人有～
就是懒啦～
让我不自觉地感到。。。
累了，不想了！

Change.

2010-03-01T10:00:00.000+08:00

Opps! It’s March already.
Greet goodbye to February and goodbye to CNY.
Another 2 months….
Officially, I skipped the final mock.
(Now is 10am which is the starting time of the exams.)
My first time.
All the best to those who sit for the exams.
Change for a change.

CNY 2010

2010-02-27T18:59:00.013+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!!
(For the last time in the year of tiger!:))
Although it’s quite a boring CNY for me (during holidays), somehow, I got to have some fun when classes started.

Bryan’s House
The first house I visited during this CNY. :p
The first few hours are boring.

Pang Hoon and Bryan were playing game there…
Edmond was playing the guitar?
Nope. Most of the time, he was watching the game.
Cheng Kiat was indeed watching the game.
I am not interested in playing or watching.
So I took pictures, dreaming and find someone to sms! ^^

Finally, Ed and CK felt bored and played cards with me!
We played CTT to kill times.
We played and played until I felt sleepy... :)

Then Mr. Yap came.
They were playing the game called “Twister”.
This is quite fun watching. LOL!
When Joyce and Yee Kai reached, we “lou sang”.

Huat ah! ^^
Steamboat time. Talk time.

Hmmm… Yummy~ =)
Stuffed with all kinds of balls – fishballs, meatballs etc.

The world has changed.
Now, it’s the guys who will be doing the washing. :p
Then we gambled.
I lost a lot of money. =(

After everything, before we left. Us!
Thanks Bryan for the nice serving.
Hope to see you soon.
All the best to you and Ed.

Rawang 1 day trip
Another day, we went to Jul’s house.
Hmmm… Not as far as I think...
It’s indeed a hot day.
My skin…

Pictures!!!

Chicken Curry made by Julius Tan Je-Yen.
A great one indeed.
I can't cook this nice yet. =)

This is called the mee hoon siam?
I guess so. :)
Nice taste!
Thanks for the food ya!

Talk more bad things la! Punch you hard hard!!!

We played cards. :)

Show me your cards! ^^

Nono! Dun misunderstand!
We didn't bully Wai Keng, we were just posing for the picture. :)

WK: Chau Gan lo...
The rest: HAHAHA!

=)

Hehehe...
I always like to take picture with cute dogs...
But... I scare la... XD

Before we went to college for class, we went to the lake nearby Jul's house.

No matter how hot it's, we have to do something for our memorable pictures.
:p

me and Wai Keng!

The weather is killing hot.
We are tired!

Us!
From left to right: Cathy, me, Wai Keng, Julius.
A tiring but great day.

Souvenirs
Not to forget that I have received quite a number of souvenirs during this CNY.

From Alex.
This is known as my "bonus" wo...
(For some reasons? But I can't really remember what I have done... :p)
Holidays faded my memory.
Thanks Alex!

From Julius, from Cameron Highlands.
Xie xie!

From Chai Voon, from Malacca.
Thanks thanks!

From Steph R from Penang.
Thanks a lot ya~ :)

See, so nice of them.
I can't stop myself from falling in love with them...
XD

I just got a total of 6 angpow during this CNY.
Too little?
Not really.
It's not the number that counts.
It's the happiness that counts. =)

Im happy with this CNY.
Looking forward to the next CNY.
I hope that next year, we can have more fun.
=)

YSL

2010-02-21T01:36:00.002+08:00

Woah! It has been a long time since I talked like that.
In fact, I dun like to talk like that.
Sometimes it’s tiring.
I feel a bit of sore throat now because of talking too much!
How rare is that!
This time, I feel better.
It’s has been quite a while that I haven’t thrown out things in my heart.
It’s nice to have someone there listening to us when we have things in our heart to release out.
Thank you so much and I love you.
You are one of those who can bear with my weakness and so.
I love you very much although I sound impatient at times as my temper is not very good. :p
To me, you are much more mature too!
To me, you talk much better compared to last time.
Good on you.
Bear in mind that everyone is selfish in a way.
We are not superman.
I feel so good after throwing everything out. =)
Previously, good or bad, it's already past.
Past is past.
It’s the history that you can treasure it but it shouldn’t give you any annoyance.
梦想是美好的，现实是残酷的。
I remember this was one of my favourite sentence for a while when I was in Form 5.
One of my conclusions is that your dreamt one is always different from the one you really into.
Whatever the case is, I have no more time for that.
And dear, remember our deal?
A bottle of Carlsberg or a nice ice-cream!!!
Mind you, Carlsberg won’t taste good for us! XD
We can do it!

p/s: this is a post that's specially dedicated to someone I love.

Just Like That

2010-02-18T11:53:00.002+08:00

7 days of holidays are just *puff* disappeared.
Anyone knows about the magic of bringing back the holidays to me?
(Watched too much Harry Potter =))
Lol. It’s so unrealistic.
Okay. So what I did during the week?
Sleep, eat, tv, online, dreaming and just like that.
And ya, I did spend an hour reading Jessica’s book.
And also 2 hours on shopping. Hehehe…
Another 2 hours for relatives.
And the rest of time, it’s really just like that.
Yeah, my CNY is just like that lo!
Hahaha. I'm okay with it though.
Word from Jul, after this holidays, it’s like war.
Second and also the final Mock is coming real soon.
Still, I haven’t prepared anything yet.
God bless me ya.
I sincerely hope that it's not too late yet. :p
SY, I beg you to study hard after the holidays! Please!
STUDY HARD!

The Tales of Beedle The Bard

2010-02-16T01:31:00.003+08:00

Finally, I have finished reading this book!!! Weeee~
Sorry to Jessica for holding this book that long. *Apologizes*
This is a very short book.
You can actually finish reading it within hours.
My procrastination caused me to use months… =)
Okay, the book contained 5 short fairy tales in the magical world.
It’s very interesting and you can actually find human’s characters inside.
There was once I came across a story which reminded me of a friend and I asked the friend to read it so that he can gain something. XD
What is needed to be highlighted is that the sale of this book will be donated to the Children’s High Level Group!!!
For more information, please visit www.chlg.org.
So, go and buy it!
You can have fun reading and doing charity at the same time!
What can be more than that? :p
p/s: I got this book and read it before I got to know about the charity thingy, so I dun have to buy! =)

Cheers!

2010-02-12T14:21:00.006+08:00

Yeah! A week of holidays is here!!!
Yooooohoooooooooo~~ ^^

Chinese New Year is here very soon.
What a happy festive season. ^^
Hmmm, for some reasons, I got my first angpow yesterday!

Thanks Gan.
Woh! First time in my life that my first red packet is not from my dad.
Lol.

Apart from that, I got “Bak Gua” as well.

Thanks Koh!
Sure very yummy! :)
Thanks a lot but sorry...

Tiger is coming near.
News on TV were broadcasting about tiger few days ago.
CNY songs are everywhere.
Remember to cheers, remember to wear red!

A must have during CNY! ^o^

It's happy to see those CNY biscuits, "Bak Gua" and lots of drinks!
I am putting on weights real soon. :p

Happy Chinese New Year in advance all!
And Happy Valentines to those who are single! =)
Not to forget, Happy Holidays!

Lunch

2010-02-10T11:59:00.006+08:00

Had lunch at Kenny Rogers for twice in 4 days. =(
Can you imagine how much calories I had gain and how much money were spent?

First time, with college mates.

10 people!!! ^^

My meal. Errr...

Happy family! XD

Us outside the restaurant. WK cabut alrdy...

Second time, with Gan & Koh, ex-colleagues.
A farewell lunch as Gan is going to start a new chapter of her life.

3 people. :)

My meal. Better but still errr...

Anyway, happy lunch! =)
Thanks my dear best ex-colleagues for the lunch and all the best!
Will miss you!

p/s: LAN Exam (Pengajian Malaysia) is tomorrow. See what I am doing! :s

JANUARY 2010!

2010-01-31T00:04:00.006+08:00

JANUARY is almost gone.
Every second in this month seem to pass very fast!
There is no a single minute which I feel that it’s slow.
(Perhaps I did when in the train.)
This is a fully-occupied month, an unhealthy month given the tiredness I had gained, a lazy month and so on.

Here come the updates!

Dance
Since the beginning of the year, the group of 4: Jane, Money, Tong and Shan (Tong and Co.), + Vivian + me, started practicing dancing for performance at Prom Night!
We practiced almost every single day till the day.
We were busy for practice, rehearsal and shopping for Prom!
We had to stay back every day after class, we had to go to college even when there is no class!

The (temporary) group of 6 at the Final Rehearsal of Prom Night!

12-01-2010
We went for shopping at Petaling Street and then Sg. Wang.
I was out of mood of shopping as I was really tired after those packed practice.
We searched around for our Cheong Sam.
Let me tell you something. A hair clip can be very expensive! :p
Quan and I walked around and around, just to find an affordable one!
(Really thank you my dear, for understanding me and willing to walk around with me.)
We all then bought our same Cheong Sam.

6 of us at the Monorail Station!
Then, we celebrated Wai Keng’s birthday. Thanks Jul the planner.

Us. At the restaurant which dun allow us to eat the cake there. == Really...
That night, we still had class.
I remember that all of us were late and was rushing all the way from the restaurant to college for class.
Something made me…
I was tired (You see, how many times I have to repeat this word in this month?) and … so I wasn’t concentrating at all. :(
First time, I felt like leaving the class half way.
Well, I didn’t. :)
This is indeed a full full day.

15-01-2010: Prom Night.
Again, the day was divided into 2 parts.
We had classes.
Then, we proceed to the Dorsett Regency Hotel for preparation.
Quan and I bathed.
What a good experience.
We sang together while bathing. ^^

We were ready!

Our 2 minutes plus performance finally took place!
We are great! Right? :p
God knows how much time and effort had been put in for the 2 minutes plus performance!

Cheong Sam girls back to ordinary prom girls! ^^
I enjoyed practicing with them.
They are patient, tolerable and lovable.
I love them. =)

Performers of the night! Rock~

Research
Okay.
So Prom Night is done.
I thought that I would be free.
But no.
Research which should be submitted on 15th January hadn’t been started yet!
So, I spent some time on the research.
It took me two weeks which I thought that I would be able to get it done in 2 days.
Thanks to procrastination!
Meanwhile, we have to plan for Vi’s birthday.
Organizing is not easy especially when you care about everyone’s thinking and feeling.
So, I will only do it very few times in a year! =)
Why? Not that I only love very few of them in a year.
I love a lot of them but…
I really can’t take it.
My style. :p

26-01-2010
Jul, WK, Vatsela and me went shopping for Vi’s birthday.
We drank “bitter tea”, we drank coffee, we walked, we waited and we shouted for tiredness.
For details, please refer to Jul’s blog.
Night class again, another class which have little concentration.
Mission was half way completed!

4 of us at the Monorail.

27-01-2010
Happy Birthday to Shan Shan!

30-01-2010
Happy Birthday to Li Jing.
I am sorry that I didn’t do anything for your 21st birthday.
I wanted to but...
I met Vi at college then we went to Timesquare and meet Tong and Co.
We took pictures and then we went to Toilet Bowl Restaurant to meet Alex, Cathy, Jul, Victoria, WK and Vat.
There we celebrated Vi’s birthday.
I guess she like it so much and our effort was not wasted. :)
Specially thanks Alex and Jul for helping me super much.
If not of them, this plan couldn’t move a single bit at all.
Thanks WK and Vat as well as they are always willing to help and accompany. :)
Sorry to all for the delaying part.
Pictures + Eating.

We all "in the toilet". ^^

After that, I met SN8C mates and we had dinner at a Korean Restaurant namely “Mu Jin Jiang”(If not mistaken) at Ampang Point.
We chit-chatted, we ate and we had a simple celebration for the 4 January Babies who had turned 21st.
Happy belated birthday to Edmond, Yee Kai, Pang Hoon and Weng Shern!
Opps! Not to forget to thank Ed for the meal!!! Thank you very much! =)

Us.
Blur picture because of Ed! :(

Studies
In the past 1 month, we had classes like 6 days in a week.
Tiring.
I had left out my studies severely.
Now I can officially announce that I had failed all 4 subjects in the first Mock Exams.
By now, I really know that LLB is totally different with what I studied before.
Previously, I can do like that but now I can't.
It's time to do something or it's really late.
I can't imagine the consequence of failing to pass all 4 subject in the coming May exams.
I will work really hard!
Opps, too much craps.

Short Rest
Finally, I can rest for 2 days!
Holidays!
A precious one.

Conclusion
January, is a month which is full of colors, laughter and also those “changes” which can’t be avoided.
No matter how much you want it or you like it, when it’s meant to leave you or it shows that it's not yours, let it go or move on.
Oh ya, Stay Away!

A New Year, A New Start, A New Chapter, A New Beginning.

2010-01-04T19:37:00.004+08:00

Back to college.
The first place I went in 2010 is:

ATC. =(
Bye Bye my dear holidays.
As usual, I let my alarm rang and snoozes until the very last minute
Then? Woke up lo! What else? :p
Have to rush like hell because have to wait for someone who was in the bathroom.
15 minutes bathing, 10minutes bla bla bla, 5 minutes stuffed in the breakfast!
The last part is the most torturing one. :p Have to be fast!
Waiting time at station seemed to past faster than usual.
First day mah, so still okay lo!
I felt very sleepy during the first and last class.
I dozed off during the last class… I can’t help it. :p
Sorry, Sir.
As Ms. Anne said, we should write down our New Year Resolution.
So here it goes.

New Year Resolution:
1) The coming very soon one. I hope that we can do really well next Friday. I hope everything go well. :p ATC people will know what I am talking. So far, I dun have the courage to reveal it yet. :p This is really not me. LOL.
2) Finish my assignments on time! No more procrastination! (While getting ready for next Friday, I hope that I can finish those assignments which are to submit in due time and most importantly, the research. Must do the research!)
3) Dun online so often!
4) Less drama less TV!
5) Self study; revision. Study hard! Be hardworking!
6) Smile is the best medicine for whatever unhappiness, sadness and temper. I will smile more. =)
7) Live my life to the fullest. Enjoy! Time is gold. =)

Happiness of the day and for the starting of classes:

Souvenir from Dear Ling Ling from China.
Love ya. Muackkk…

New Year Eve!!

2010-01-01T02:23:00.005+08:00

Went dating with Edmond and Joyce. Joy said “Next year all go find a partner so that we dun have to plan so hard!” LOL!

This time, we went 1 Utama. (2nd time of the week for me. ^^)

I feel really sorry to Ed. He is living at Bukit Jalil and he had to go all the way to my house (Setapak), thorough opposite direction to pick me up and then go all the way to 1U. This is the 2nd time of the week by him doing that. Sunday, he did the same when we went Pavillion. I feel so sorry to an extent that I asked him not to ask me out anymore. :p It’s not that going out with them is not fun but I dun think that it’s fun for him to do that. Pity him la! He is not my driver but my friend, good friend!!!

So, what did we do? We did have fun!

He picked me up around 2.30pm after picking up Joy. Then we began our journey to 1U. Yoohooooooo~ (This is my last outing of the year and also for these holidays! *hopefully :))

We watched 2 movies! *Yes! Again! This is the 3rd time in 2 weeks! LOL!

First movie: Did You Hear about the Morgans?
This is a comedy one. Not bad! Always watch those fighting and killing movies, once in a while, we should watch this type of movies as well! ^^ What is good is that although we only bought the ticket for this movie at 4.10pm as the show was 4.00pm, yet when we got into the cinema, the show hadn’t started yet. Great deal! =)

After the first movie, we had our new year eve dinner at Bar B Q Plaza. We actually walked around for quite some time to choose dinner as it's our last dinner of the year. :p

This is what we ordered. *I might be too hungry or dreaming or so, till I forgot to take pictures of the food... :)

Frying frying~

Refillable greentea is suitable for this kind of unhealthy food i guess. :)

This was my 2nd time having it. I felt that it’s just so so because nothing is special for me anymore. :p

After dinner, we had our so-called dessert at Baskin Robbins! Yeah! This is my first time trying it. So excited!

Today is 31st of December! 31% discount for Baskin Robbins!

Ed: You never see Baskin Robbins?
Me: First time trying so must take picture! :p

We had the Quart (The medium side – allowed 3 mixed flavours) version.

The flavours:
Strawberry Cheesecake (Chosen by Joy)
Cheesecake ice cream with cheesecake cubes and a strawberry ribbon.
Chocolate Mousse Royale (Me)
A light chocolate ice cream with chocolate royale flavor bursts and a mousse-like texture.
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough (Ed)
Vanilla ice cream with chunks of real semisweet chocolate chip cookie dough and chocolate chips.

This is so damn nice man! We chose the right flavours? Or it’s just because we were having it together so we felt so great? :p
It really worth the try!!
Yummy~

This is the price we got to pay for the yummy ice cream.
Sharing it between the 3 of us.
It's still reasonable.
*After 6 movies + food with Ed, + outing with the others, I'm really broke...

We finished the ice cream within 20 minutes then rushed to cinema.

Movie: Bodyguard and Assassin.
This is not a bad movie. Oh wait, it’s considered as a nice movie! Just that I don’t really like to watch movies/dramas which have ending like “almost all people die…” But then it’s a really touching movie. We missed a bit of the starting of the movie this time. -_-lll Didn’t expect that. It’s because of the ice cream la! =)

Yeap! We went to 2 different cinema. GSC & TGV. Coincidence or did it in purpose? :p

After the movie, it was 10.30pm. We tried to go to the place where there was countdown concert but there was too crowded. No fun there. We then decided to leave.

I reached home 10 minutes before 2010.

*A simple yet enjoyable New Year Eve.
Thanks Ed for fetching me. Many many thanks.
Thanks Ed and Joy for the outing.

Happy 2010!!! =)

2009

2009-12-31T00:01:00.004+08:00

My 2009 table calendar.
So, 2009 had come to the real end.
Years come and go.
So, what is so special of 2009?
I feel that it moves faster compared to previous years.
I feel that this is a busier year.
Well, half of the year, I spent it on working and the rest, studying.
Working time seems to be about waiting.
When the waiting time passed, you will tend to feel it passed really fast.
Some things had happened.
Hurtful things.
Many changes, good and bad, had occurred.
People changed, so do I.
I believe that I have grown more mature.
*Of course! I am already 20. I can't be that childish anymore. :(
I learnt to be more open-minded in things.
I have learnt to let go those things.
I am still in the process of learning to let go bad things.
As for good things, I have learnt to let go when it comes to the time when it has to leave me.
Previously, my hand let it go but my mind didn’t.
I was just greedy.
I was just too sad to let them go.
*Excuses.
Now, I can do it both.
I am satisfied as I still have the good memory with me when they go away.
Bad things passed away and good things remain in memory!
Before, I cared too much.
Really too much.
So, I learnt to care lesser.
Oh ya, finally, I have got the correct way of caring someone.
I did care but I was wrong in the way of caring last time.
Something, if it’s fated not yours, it won’t be yours.
It is very nice to have it but you just don’t have to feel bad for not having it.
I can feel the improvement on “…” in me but it’s not enough.
So, I will work harder.
For some reasons, I call this year a turning point of mine as in mind and studies.
The problem that had been with me for few years and that I had hoped to solve for few years…
Yes, it is still with me.
I have to get it solved in the coming year.
No, not have to but MUST.
It seems like it’s my last chance to solve it.
*Ganbatte ya!
Oh well, forget about bad things first.
Let’s talk about the good things.
I got to know 2 special friends who had given me a lot of warmth in this year.
Many thanks for giving me those happiness feelings.
Those are what supported me so much in 2009.
I should keep it in mind forever.
Not to forget my new college mates.
Nice to meet them.
In addition, those good friends that I know them earlier, they have contributed in my happy life in this year too.
There are a number of them.
I appreciate every one of you very much. =)
I love you guys.
Thanks for joining in my life. ^^
Only in recent time, I started loving him.
I hope that it’s not too late.
And now, I have one more person for me to care of.
It’s good to care of someone who you feel worth it.
There are a lot in my list. =)
It is increasing over time.
Here, I wish everyone a very Happy New Year
Happy 2010!

My new table calendar.
What is my wish in the New Year?
Pass my LLB Intermediate examinations.
As every LLB students do, I guess. :p
2010, it is indeed a nice number. Right? :)
So, it represents a nice year! =)
Welcome here (in advance), 2010.
All the best everyone!

p/s: New Year Eve will be a day of outing again. Forgive me dad. =) After this, I will really stay at home for god’s sake and study! (Sincerely hope that I won’t break my promise this time. :p) God knows how much works have been accumulated!

Holidays

2009-12-29T22:37:00.003+08:00

Holidays had come near to the end. ¾ of the holidays had over.
Again, time had moved faster than I expected.
Let me do a short summary here as I am lazy to update all outings. =)
So what did I do in these holidays?

Gathering, shopping, eating and movies; drama, online and dreaming!!!
Gathering with fellow friends. I often rejected outings on school days as I had assignments and exams plus my dad doesn't allow me to go out on school days. (Guys, very sorry. I am forced to do it. :p) So, holidays are time for catching up with friends! ^^
Shopping at Timesquare, Sg. Wang and 1 Utama with Jing, Ling, Wen, Gan and Koh. (3 days)
Oh, not to forget that I went singing k with Jing at Red Box, Low Yat too. Please don’t ask me to go to sing k. This is not my style. :p Jing is exception! =)
I watched 4 movies: Avatar, Zombieland, 2012 (Finally! Not as nice as I expected though. But anyway, this movie is a must watch. We should see the "end of the world" in advance. Right?) and Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 (Cute and funny! I like this movie!).
Had a lot of nice food also. Put on some weights. =(

Approximately half of my holidays were spent outside with friends.
The rest, I spent it on drama, online, tv, sleeping, dreaming and so.
Now, few more days left.
What will I do then? More or less like stated above.
I wish that it will pass slower, slower and much slower! ^^

Mid Valley Day

2009-12-26T14:29:00.009+08:00

19-12-2009
10:15a.m. ~ 11.15p.m.

Wow! Have you ever spent 13 hours a day in Mid Valley?

SN8C!

SN8C’s gathering.
Bryan wrote:
Location: Midvalley
Meeting place: SMS Edmond
Time: anytime you guys are able as long as we all meet on that day
Day: Saturday, 19 Dec.
Edmond, Me, CK, Yee Kai, Siao Ying will be there from 10am to 10pm..hahaha...

LOL. This gathering is so special.
Take note of the time! OMG!
No specified time.
So, we really were there for whole day.
We didn’t really know who is coming.
We just hope for someone coming.
Qiao Bin came at 2 something and back at 4 something.
Kah Yan came at 4 something and left us at 6 something.
Joyce came at 5 something and was with us till the end. =)
The rest were me, Bry, Ed, YK and CK.
Before they came, the time past very slowly…

So, how do we spend our 13 hours there?

Firstly, we walked around there.
We wanted to watch movie but the queue was super long.
They went to do survey for snooker and bowling.
Then, someone said hungry.

Secondly, we went for early lunch which some of us had and some of us didn’t.

After lunch, we went to this:

LOL! Actually, we were just too free so we went.
We looked for TARC and our own University.
Too bad, Mr. Low was not there. :p
Ms Hwang was there... Errr...
ATC was not there also...

Thirdly, they went for snooker. Of course i had to follow.

They were playing snooker and I was dreaming, watching and taking pictures. :)

They played this "football" as well.
I didn't join.
Sorry guys, these were just not my cup of tea... :)

After that,

I dunno what it is.
They asked me to put my hand there then i just did.
Result: Sensual.
=)

Fourthly, we went for lunch again. That was when I had my lunch:

Cheap and good taste!

Then we met QB, and that was when we decided no matter how long the queue is, we were going to queue up for tickets!
(We actually went several times before that and realized that the queue is terribly long so we gave up. )
When queuing up, an auntie came and said want to give us free tickets!
Coincidently, she had 6 with her, we have 6 people and that’s what we want to watch!
Movie: Avatar!
This is a great movie! Worth to watch!
The best part is that we got to watch it for free!
In addition, behind each ticket, there is free pop-corn and drink.
It’s so nice to get to watch free movie and have free pop corn and drink. =)
The only imperfect is that we got the seat at the first row.
QB went back in the middle of the movie and at the same time, KY came.
Bry managed to sneak KY in. Fantastic.
I don’t know how he did it.

After Avatar, we met Joy and then went to Sweet Chat for tea time.

Joyce & My Tang Yuan! :)
Nice! I rarely have this kind of tang yuan. :p

KY's.
Happy Early Winter Harvent Festival!!!

Gentlemen!

Girls.

Girls take two.

Us.

Us take two.
(One is blur, another one cut of Bry's half face. The waiters that we appointed as cameraman & camerawoman's skill...)

KY left and we decided to watch another movie after dinner.
Ed went to queue up for tickets. Pity him.
We had a walk before dinner as we were kind of full after Sweet Chat.
(Or is it just me? :p)

Meanwhile, pictures:

Christmas Decoration @ Mid Valley.

Joyce and me.

Us:

We had our dinner before movie at:
A normal restaurant.

My dinner.

Movie: Zombieland.
This time, our seats were second row. =(
What to do? No more nice seats.
I don't really like this movie because I don't like Zombie!
Quite scary when then Zombie pop out.

Two movies in a day.
One of which is FOC! =)

Thanks Bry and Ed for these souvenirs. ^^

Not to forget to greet many thanks to Yee Kai for picking me up in the morning and sending me back at night.
Thanks and thanks!

The next movie I wish to watch! =)

p/s: some more pictures to be inserted later.

Merry Meery Christmas!!! ^^

2009-12-24T12:07:00.003+08:00

KLCC:

The Garden:

Mid Valley:

Sg. Wang:

Red Box @ Low Yat:

Timesquare:

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!! =)

冬至

2009-12-22T19:38:00.004+08:00

你吃了汤圆吗？

ATC毕业典礼当晚的甜品。

@ Sweet Chat

@ Sweet Chat

这是我家每年12月22日必有的汤圆。

冬至快乐！=)

The 20th Grand Convocation Ceremony

2009-12-18T12:07:00.009+08:00

08-12-2009

I left my house at 6.30am. I was going to “work”!
Dreaming at station then headed to:

We would be there as volunteers at KLCC Convention Centre for the Convocation.
I think it’s Ms. Rebecca who made most of us there.
Owing to what she said in the class. Inspiration and so. :)

Our job is to be ushers.
Our huge working tag:

We were there for rehearsal in the morning.
After the briefing and a "trip" to everyone’s working place, we were dismissed for few hours break.

We had our lunch and window-shopping.

Our lunch. :)

Meantime, of course we fully utilised this time to take pictures. ^^

Christmas decoration @ Suria KLCC. Nice! I like it.

Us: (rest room)

All of us are volunteers except Jul.

Not to forget that CV got “award” that day. Lol.
I guess she took this picture that time.
So, do you get inspired by looking at this picture? =)

When we had completed our job, we took pictures as well. :)

Here come my most favourite picture of the day.
Ms Rebecca and me! ^^
She graduated from CLP that day.
Good on her.

Ms. Jescelyn and us.
She graduated from LLB.
Congratulation!
I wish i will too! :p

Then, we were allowed to have dinner as well.
Pictures before dinner, Us:

Ok, dinner time!
Let's see the entertainment schedule.

Let me tell you.
The performances by ATC lecturers are great, and great!
I just felt great when watching them singing and dancing. ^^

The menu:

Us:

Obviously, we were there for whole day. :)
I reached home at 11.30pm.
A long day.
A tiring day.
A nice day.

p/s: More pictures on facebook!

And ya, every volunteer got pay for RM35 too.
A "job" that you can have fun and money (although little :)) is a nice one.
And I got to know that a lot of girls actually suffering from wearing those so-called formal shoes.
I am one of them.
Suffering indeed when you have to wear the same shoe and walk around even though it "impose a pain" on your foot. :(

Well, I will say that the convocation is really great.
It seems like, the whole ATC, Lecturers and Students were there that day.
I am proud of being part of ATC!

THINK FAST, WRITE FAST.

2009-12-16T14:27:00.003+08:00

This is the MESSAGE I got from this MOCK examination.
This is the first time in my life that I realize that how SLOW I am.
Slow BOTH in WRITING and THINKING.
Maybe I write too slowly.
Or maybe my brain is too dumb to think fast.
I couldn’t even use a second to THINK.
45 minutes per ESSAY.
Finally, I know how SHORT the 45 minutes can be.
We were warned by LECTURERS on and on.
But I didn’t FEEL it that significant until I EXPERIENCE it myself.
Keep WRITING until I feel that my hand is PAIN.
I guess most of us did feel so.
I used my so called FULL SPEED yet so slow.
LLB exams are so TORTURING.
Finally, I got to KNOW about it.
TIRED.
This is the effect of LAST MINUTE.
I DESERVE IT.
PRACTICE makes PERFECT?
THINK FAST, WRITE FAST.

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!!!

p/s: Thanks "Super" for help. If not of you, I couldnt sit here now. =)

Copenhagen!

2009-12-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

Please vote for Earth at Earth Hour.
Many thanks.
Actually, I dun really know what it's about.
Paiseh la! But it's "Vote for Earth!"
Since I am living on the Earth, so I just vote.
I am sure that you are also human as I am, so please do the same!
For more information, please check Mr. Julius's blog.
He is my sifu. Sifu asked me to post it so I have to. =)
Please vote!

=(

2009-12-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

http://www.londonexternal.ac.uk/current_students/general_resources/exams/advance_timetables/llb.shtml
My 21st birthday will be pressured by the LLB Intermediate exams.
Condolence.
Almost every single year, my birthday is during exams. :(
Except the 2 years which I was on long break before a new stage.
21st.
Once in a lifetime, a very important one.
Am I exaggerating? Or I am really that sad?
You figure it out.
Ling & dkj, dunno why I suddenly need you two so much… :)
The above website is for all Inter students’ information.

Weekend

2009-12-05T11:18:00.002+08:00

66555
Dear Inter students, please be reminded that there will be no SPS classes on Sundays for the month of December 09. Regards ATC.

Yoohooooooooo~ I love Sundays in December 09! =) Ms. Anne kept her promise. =)
Ms Ann:” I will let you rest on Sundays in December. Next year, the class will resume. “
Next year is still far away right? So, who cares? Enjoy first.
Oh no, it seems like this is a no no. 2 more weeks holidays will be here, after holidays then is a new year.
God knows how fast the time is flying.
This weekend is a wonderful one. No class on Saturday or Sunday.
Cheers!
Have class next Saturday though.

Talking about classes, it reminded me of this Thursday and Friday class.
Thursday reminded me of the “chapter pack” issue which was quite hilarious and shame for me. LOL.
Thanks Ms. Reb though. She is such a sweet lecturer. Love her.
Friday, Mr. Dan said “In the end of the day, the only thing you learn in class is drama.”
What a beautiful sentence. So, I should watch more drama so that I can learn and act well, isn’t it? :p (Jul and Ki looked at me when they heard this sentence. -_-lll)
By the way, he is right. Life is just drama. We are just acting in the drama.
Before the class, they have a test with me. Test me on my knowledge on people around the world.
And obviously, I know no one. :( You guys are so bad! :)

We will be getting busy as we are going to be volunteers for the convocation on Tuesday and attending a talk on the following Tuesday which is during the mock examination.
Having so many activities pre or during the exams. ^^
"hen ci ji." Hehehe...

I slept well last night! After 2 days of annoyed sleeping. Annoyed by my brain. :p
I am now recharged compared to yesterday’s mode: need a charger. =)
Oh ya, not to forget that next Friday is a holiday! Yeepi! =)
And oh, today is Mr. Julius’s birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya.

Pictures are coming! See ya!

02-12-2009

2009-12-02T12:05:00.002+08:00

The 2nd day of December,
Not long after I woke up from my lovely bed,
I got a message from 65665(If not mistaken).
Initially, I thought that the message was an advertisement,
Opps, how can I forget?
That’s from ATC.
ATC sent a message to remind us about tonight class.
== having CLASSES in December.
Weekend and night classes some more!
Tonight will be Professor Wayne Morrison’s class again!
Sincerely hope that he won’t ask me any question. :p
== having EXAMINATIONS in December.
And i haven't started the preparation yet. ==
This is life.
And I’m complaining! So what?
I’m desperate for holidays which are in 2 weeks time and only 2 weeks long!
I want a whole month long holidays! =)
p/s: back to my assignment which I was supposed to hand in last week. --

Time Flies.

2009-12-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hours after hours are gone.
Days after days are passed.
Weeks after weeks are over.
Months after months are leaving.
Years after years are flying away.
......
*lame*

I have known them for a year.
I have been in ATC for five and a half months.

Weather had changed from cold to hot.
People had revealed their true characters over time.
Feelings changed a lot too.
You have started to hate someone or something you once loved.
Mood had changed from worse to okay.
Time healed me but only to a certain extent.

Oh ya, this is already December!
For all the past years, this will be a holiday month.
This year, obviously, this can’t be.
Instead, this will be a month which has exams and lots of works.

I like the way lawyers talk.
Although they sound arrogant but that isn’t true.
They are just talking realistically.
This is actually logic talking.
They are merely applying principles to circumstances.
We, as law students, deem them as “yeng”. =)
(Comment on Mr. Pat’s watch incident.)

There are lots of reading materials.
There are assignments.
Can someone help to transform those materials to drama? =)
I’m once again seriously addicted to watching drama!
God bless me.
Mock exam is coming real soon.
I wish everyone all the best in advance.
Stop non-sense and good luck.

TAGGED BY TAN JE-YEN

2009-11-28T13:37:00.001+08:00

ABC Questions About You :

A - AVAILABLE : Yes? No?
B - BIRTHDAY : 12/05.
C - CRUSHING ON : Someone.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Water.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : Dunno.
F - FAVORITE SONG : Drama’s Songs.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : Apa tu?
H - HOMETOWN : Used to be Klang but now KL.
I - IN LOVE WITH : Someone.
J - JUGGLE : Forgive me for my poor English.
K - KILLED SOMEONE : I did killed insects.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : Muar?
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : Choc.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 3.
O - ONE WISH : Err… Let me think think.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : Guan.
R- REASON TO SMILE : Look better.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : Can’t remember.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : Hahaha.
V - VEGETABLE(S) : A lot.
W - WORST HABIT : Online? (According to friends.)
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : Can’t remember.
Y – YOYOS ARE : No answer.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Taurus.

Random Questions About You :

Spell your name without vowels : T H S Y N G
What colour do you wear most? : Purple?
What are you listening to? : Nothing.
Are you happy with your life right now? : Dunno.
What is your favorite class in school? : Recess Time.
When do you start back at school/college? : Sunday.
Are you outgoing? : Depends on my mood, time, place & most importantly people.
Favorite pair of shoes? : Nike but it’s worn out.
Where do you wish you were right now? : A place.

THE CANS :

Can you dance? : Everyone knows dancing randomly, right?
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : No.
Can you whistle? : No.
Write with both hands? : Write badly with left hand, yes.
Walk with your toes curled?: Didn’t notice.

THE DO'S :

Do you believe there is life on other planets? : Yeap.
Do you believe in miracles? : Depends.
Do you believe in magic? : Yes?
Love at first sight? : Nope.
Do you think there's a Satan? : Some humans are.
Do you believe in Santa? : Nope.
Do you know how to swim? : Nope.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : Like what?

THE HAVE'S:

Have you ever been on a plane? : Yes.
Have you ever asked someone out? : Yes.
Have you ever been asked out by someone? : Yes.
Have you ever been to the ocean? : Yes.
Have you ever painted your nails? : Yes.

THE WHAT'S:

What is the temperature outside? : I am hot. Please feel it yourself.
What radio station do you listen to? : My FM? Rarely listen.
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : Food Paradise?
What was the last thing you bought? : A shirt.
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : Chicken chop. =)

CRYING SECTION :

Ever really cried your heart out? : Yes.
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : Yes?
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : Can’t remember.
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : Errr… I dun think so.
Do you cry when you get an injury? : I did, years ago.
Do certain songs make you cry? : Nope.

HAPPY SECTION :

Are you a happy person? : Erm...
What can make you happy? : Many things.
Do you wish you were happier? : Greedy is human’s nature.
Can music make you happy? : Hardly.

LOVE SECTION :

How many times have you had your heart broken? : 2?
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : Nope. No one can’t live without someone.

LOOK AT ME SECTION :

What is your current hair color? : The colour which I was born to be.
Current piercings? : Uh huh? What do you want to ask?
Have any tattoos? : Nope.
Eye color? : Black?

In a guy, (change it to the opposite sex when your answering this)

Favorite eye color : Doesn't matter.
Short or long hair : Short or not too long.
Height : Taller than I’m.
Best clothing : Nice in my eye.

HAVE YOU EVER :

Been to jail : Nope.
Mooned someone : Maybe.
Thrown up in a store : Errr...
Done something really stupid that you laugh at it till today : I didn’t find it that hilarious but someone did.
Gone skinny dipping : Apa tu?

THIS OR THAT :

Pepsi or Coke : Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King : I am now not in favour of any fast food.
Single or Group Dates : Single since……
Chocolate or Vanilla : CHOCOLATE.
Strawberries or Blueberries : Dunno.
Meat or Veggies : Veggies. (Mr. Tan, you should choose Veggies la!)
TV or Movie : TV.
Guitar or Drums? : Guitar.
Adidas or Nike : Nike.
Chinese or Mexican : Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Apa tu?
Cake or Pie : Both provided I like the flavour.

Tagging...

Whoever read this. (Blame Mr. Tan)

Hair Cut + Yamcha

2009-11-20T21:08:00.006+08:00

This day should be divided into 2 parts.
Let’s talk about the second part.
After all, classes have nothing to talk about.
Shindy is the 2nd one who picked me up from station.
Ling is the first one.
The feeling is so good. ^^
Shindy brought me to have hair cut.
So Xing Fu!
(I am kind of forcing her... :p)

Shindy Gooi Lee Ying and me. =)
We took picture in the car.

Dkj did once with me also.
Hmmm... I meant she brought me to hair cut as well.
That time, she said, “Teh Siao Ying, I bring you for hair cut! I know you are lazy to go! I can’t tahan your hair already!”
LOL.
Their caring is the medicine which supports my life.
Happy time is for remembrance!
I love you guys soooooooooooo much!
My hair, what to talk about?
Hahaha! No different.
The lengzhai doesn’t dare to cut…

Then, we went to Little Tree Café to have a drink.

My drink -- Dragon Fruit Booster.
The menu said that it contains high level of protein that can build and repair body tissues; it also can boost up our energy.
By the way, the thing that attracted me was the dragon fruit. =)
In my opinion, it can build fats instead of tissues. :p
And ya, thanks Shindy for treating me this.
I didn't know that she wanted to treat me because i lent her my chemistry notes.
Else i will choose a cheaper drink...
Paiseh~

Bobo (Brother) and Li Hong were there as well.
The last time I saw Bobo was 5 months ago, a year for LH.
We talked, talked and talked.
Just one and half hour catching up and it really lights me up.
Pictures:

LH, Shindy and brother.

Brother, me and LH.

Shindy, brother, me and LH.

Before I went into Shindy's car, I was talking to her on the phone. When I was to keep my phone into my pocket, "Kiang!" My beloved phone fell to the rough floor at the road side. My Lengzhai Phone, my "brand new" phone turned into "brand old" phone immediately. What the... The fall really caused it to change significantly. I mean its appearance. A three and a half years old phone and I took really good care of it... It's all gone.

2009-11-19T17:15:00.000+08:00

I am feeling it.
This doesn’t seem like a bad thing at all.
However, the feeling of this makes me feel guilty.
I am not supposed to feel it.
Now I am feeling that as if I am committing an offence.
I am not being self pity.
Truth is clear in front of me.
Isn’t that clear enough?
You can’t deny the truth.
Especially when you can see, hear & feel it.
So it’s so damn clear.
So what I can do?
Stay conscious.
I am hanging on a rope in the middle of a high mountain.
Going up or down?
Either way is so tough.

Sunday

2009-11-15T18:48:00.003+08:00

Today is the first Sunday in my life which I have class!
I dun feel good for it but have to get used to it. =(
More are coming soon.
Sadly say good bye to my dear beloved Sunday.

According to Mr. Pat & Mr. Dan, say goodbye to your weekend.
You will have a lot.

Other than today, last Wednesday night, I had class too.
That research class was carried out by my beloved lecturer, Ms. Rebecca.
We will be having class for next Saturday and Sunday too.
So, night and weekend classes are nothing special in ATC.

Continuous failure made me feel weak.
Procrastination and procrastination.
Time is running out yet I am still…
According to Ms. Mee, If you are studying law, and you are feeling relax, you are abnormal! Something is wrong. This is not the way a law student should feel.
I feel it. From the time i spent on Computer and TV.
It tells me how much I have been left behind.
Reading is still so slow.
Writing is still so bad.
Many promises are broken.
This is really time for change.
I simply wish that I can do it. =)

For the past many years, December is always my holidays.
This year, this is no longer holidays. =(
Oh, I saw the notice board announced that 27/11 will be holiday because of Hari Haji.
This is a good news!
I am looking forward to that day. =)
Arh! So lazy! I want holidays!

I just feel that life recently is so dull.
Can I have more fun? =)

Is selfish the human’s nature?
Am I in the correct path?
Am I in control of…?
Stop thinking nonsense.

It’s time to face the reality.
Opps, sorry! I sounded so blue.
Dun worry, I am alright.

Books!

2009-11-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

Detail of our LLB Intermediate books!
From Chai Voon!

This is how she thinks...

2009-11-06T23:26:00.001+08:00

You are not annoying. (Is it?)
You are just lost and insecure. (I think I have to admit it.)
You have a bit fragile character with a heart. (It’s true to a certain extent. A bit more than the “a bit”)
You try to trust people but your consciousness tells you that you shouldn't trust everyone. (I think everyone think so, isn’t it?)
But when u really trust and u love them, you like the way when u are with other people. (Yes)
You hate comparison. (Comparison brings stress.)
You love how the magic works between you and friends. (For close friends, yes.)
To you if people ask you who you rather be with, you can't answer them even you know who you more cherish because it will hurt other's feeling. (True. Unless someone who I don’t care at all ask me.)
You don't like to feel the threatening feeling. (True)
You don't like when conflict comes and people around you not listen to you even you tends to express and when these comes to it happens so frequent, you don't want to tell them already. (I guess so.)
You like people easily when they approach to you at first. (Definitely)
But you don't love someone easily. (I think so but reality seems like not very true. Dunno.)
You understand how our brain works but you are blur that why people don't understand your theory. (Is it? I think I just want people to be more polite.)

My New Glasses! ^^

2009-11-06T20:51:00.004+08:00

Went to made my glasses with Wen on 23rd of October 2009
The glasses are ready this Tuesday.
But due to some technical problems, we got it only today.
=)
Got my new glasses.

The glasses “box”.

Take a side view.

Front view.

Overview!

Yeah! This is my new glasses.
It cost RM410.00 Dad fully supported me in it this time.
I am so touched.
I love you dad. ^^
Oh, I am not very happy because:-
Firstly, the glasses make me feel dizzy. I need some time to get used to it.
Secondly, the glasses with higher degree, make my eye look even smaller, even tired!
Thirdly, I like purple but purple glasses seem weird. Yes, this is in purple, I have no choice.
(Hope that it is nice on me. =))
And also, due to the thickness of my spect, I am forced to use this kind of glasses.
(It has no much different with the previous one. =()
Whether it is nice or not, I still have to wear it for years.
(Anyway, I still insist frank comments. =))
This is the time when I really feel that I have to look after my eyes.
Hope to get used to this new glasses soon.
p/s: Goodbye to the leng zhai also! :p

Consignment of Study Materials

2009-11-05T17:43:00.007+08:00

So, after submitting my registration form and bank draft, we wait and wait.

About 1 month time,
29/10: Received an email from UOL.
The email: (Summary)
Please note a consignment of study materials has been sent to you on behalf of the External Programme today by courier. Delivery of your consignment will be made within 2-5 days. The package will contain a consignment note, listing in full, the materials enclosed.

University of London Status of delivery can be checked from the email.
My Shipment Status (Over the past few days): Sorted to Destination --> In Transit to Destination --> Arrived Hub --> In Transit to Destination --> Out for Delivery --> Delivery Attempted - No One Available/Home --> Out for Delivery --> NAME TEH (Delivered)

The “Delivery attempted” is bullshit.
I was waiting the whole day. ==
Plus, no call, no note.
I have no further comment!
I got it slightly later than others.
I admit I was really worried. =(
My heart was pounding up and down.
Luckily I got it at last!

Let’s see my consignment. =)

Finally, the box landed in my house! (04/11, 3pm plus.) Seeing it, my heart beat is back to normal. :)

There are a total of 16 books inside.

Sister: “Wah! So much! Are you going to use it for 3years?”
Me:" -_-lll, 1 year!"

The public law text book looks like an old book.
It's even worse than Mr. D's book.
Imperfect. =(
Some of the rest are not very new also but are acceptable.
Sorry, I’m just little bit fussy with books. :p
It came all the way from UK.
What to do?
Accept it.
Wrapping in progress.

Life is getting more miserable.
How do you think? :S

Hai-O, ATC & Mid Valley

2009-10-31T01:07:00.011+08:00

Morning, I had breakfast with KTT.
It’s quite enjoyable.
As usual, she was so caring that she will give me half of everything she brought.
Oh yea, I was quite…
I wonder she will let me pay if I took out money that time.
I must think a way to pay them back.

So, the day started nicely.

Later on, I went into the train.
I wanted to sleep but couldn’t.
I merely closed my eye.
Few stations before Pasar Seni, I felt something.
Suddenly, the one who was sitting next to me, touched my elbow.
She was a stranger.
I wonder why she woke me up.
Opps!
She woke me up because the one sitting opposite to her wanted her to do so.
Guess who I saw?
Pei Shing!
What a coincidence!
(refer to the post TCL)

When I reached college, Steph A took out a packet of chocolate.
She said that those are from her “brother-in-law” from US.
It’s so nice of her to share with us. Love her.
I chose the dark chocolate, of course. =)

Thanks Steph.

Class as usual.

I went to Mid Valley with Wen after class.
It’s nice to shop with her.
We had our dinner in:

The menu:

I found that this menu is quite nice. :)

The decoration in the restaurant is very nice too!

Wen got the discount thingy from “Mystyle”.
So we can have our dinner with “buy 1 free 1” basis to help us to save some money.
I just love her so much as she always finds way to help me to save money. =)
So we have the fish and chips dory:

Hmmm.. These were killing our throat. Too dry.

Our drink:

Tropicana Breeze Mocktail. Isn’t it sounds classy? :p
It tasted nice as well.

Us!

Our dessert before we were heading home:

杂果冰。

Reached home at 10.30pm.
Look at the time now, I am so tired!

(She is so supportive in my picture-taking process. I love her. )
Just like going out with her as her house is just 2 minutes walking distance away from mine. =)
She taught me something.
I’m glad that I have her as friend.
If it’s not her, I won’t be able to know all that.
There are some things which can only be said and done when with her.
p/s: She forced me to post that 2 pictures on facebook. That’s not my will to do that. =(
Oh gosh! I really spent too much!
I have had bad habits in spending since…
I can’t stop it. :p
I am really out of money.
Going to start saving money hard!

Provoked

2009-10-29T17:50:00.005+08:00

This is a name of a movie about a woman named Kiranjit Ahluwalia.
Her name is the same as Ki! LOL.
Just feel like laughing when i heard that name in the movie.
Okay. We watched this movie on Thursday during Criminal Law Tutorial.
Yeah! We watched movie in class.
This is a brand new experience! =)
ATC has a classroom which has the theatre feel.
It's very cold as well.
So, it's really a theatre room.
The reason of we watching that is due to it contains some point of law of course.
This movie is about the case R v Ahluwalia.
This movie is talking about woman.
How woman suffered because of BAD MAN.
How woman work hard for their life and their children.
There is battled wife syndrome in diminished responsibility now.
Which will reduce the murder charge to voluntary manslaughter.
Some lesson learnt.
Woman, report if you get abused by your love one.
Don’t get yourself involved in murder because of that kind of man.
It’s not worth it.
We ought to protect ourselves no matter what.
I have learnt to be braver to face difficulties.
Just like Kiranjit Ahluwalia.
Personal Opinion.
This movie just caught my attention throughout the whole movie.
My attention tend to fly away after some time focusing in watching movie.
This time, it’s very different.
The movie is about 2 hours long.
This is indeed a nice and touching movie.
Well, of course.
What would be better than a real story?
I can't make it better by describing here. So,
Watch it! =)

Tan, Chua & Lawrence

2009-10-28T19:28:00.015+08:00

This chapter of my life had finally come to an end.
I am doing a summary here.
The first day I worked there was 10/7.
The last day is 28/10.
There were days which I was absent.
There were weeks which I worked for 2 days.
There were weeks which I worked for 1 day.
Okay, let me bring you to TCL to have a look.

When u step into the office, the first thing you will see is the reception part.
(Well, no one is sitting there. They may have that table just for fun or decoration purpose.=))
The door in front is the entrance to our working place.
The door on the right is the entrance to conference room.

Turn to the right, you will see the sofa.
I “sleep” there on the first day I was there after I almost fainted.
I “sleep” there when the electricity went off.

The small table was where we usually had our lunch.
We tend to bring our own food or bought something from outside.
We usually eat in the office.
If I were to bring food, it will be cup noodles.

Walk further in, look to the left first.
There are photocopy machine, type letter etc.

This is where I sit for most of my time there.
If there were other part timer there, I will be put into a room.
Sitting in the room made me feel like my position is higher. :) *lame*
My main role was to deal with close file, sort them out.
I got to read a few of interesting things that happened between human.
However, as my boss can’t get people he wanted to, so I actually sit here longer.

My colleagues’ places.
There are two rooms at the back.
The room which you can see is Mr. L’s room.
The room next to his was where I sit when other part timer was in the office.
The room at the right side is Mr. T’s room.
There is also a small pantry next to his room.

I didn’t take picture of the room which I was in for a month.
Of course, 2 boss’s rooms and conference room too.
As a respect to them.
I just took what can be seen easily.
Oh yea, I forgot about the pantry.
But it is not where can be seen easily so doesn’t matter.

I was there for approximately 3 and a half month.
I got 3 pay cheque.
250, 275 & 385.
My last pay cheque:
Oh yea, I like my boss's sign.
Wonder how they managed to create such a complicated sign.
The best part is they can sign the same thing all the time.
I want to make one for myself.
Ask me to sign if you are wondering why I want to do so. :p

Annis and Liana.
They are my colleagues there.
My heart was not open to them.
Due to some ridiculous reasons.
I was always quiet.
I am sorry.
Not that you are not good but…
This is my problem.
My boss.
Mr. L really gives me feel like he is just another Mr. Y.
He actually told me a lot of interesting principle in life.
Research skill.
Attitude: Initiative & positive.
Character: Friendly and humble.
Price.
Reading.
The way someone talks.
Mr. T, I didn’t talk much with him.
But anyway, I feel that he is quite a friendly person.
I personally feel that Mr. L represented the attitude.
As for Mr. T, he represented the characteristic.
TCL didn’t give me that deep impression like JMS ( in the other blog) did.
Although I was there for 3 and a half months, but I was not really there that long.
I guess, I was there for “less than a month”.
I am not really close with my colleagues this time.
Anyhow, they are still part of my life.
I still appreciate them very much.

Lunch: Clay port chicken rice.
It was treated by Liana.
Thanks Liana.
The reason she did that is pretty obvious.
As my farewell.

Souvenir from Annis.
I am touched when she gave me this cute little bear.
Well, this is not special to me as I have had a number of this kind of bear.
Mum went Australia before. She bought some.
Aunties might have bought me some too.
I can’t remember.
This looks so cute.
Just because it is a gift of mine.
The thing that touched me was her heart of giving me.
She said “Your souvenir. This is what my husband bought from Australia.”
The word “souvenir” simply touched me.
I love her.
Never expect to get anything.

So basically, it’s quite a nice day.

2 days later, I met another part-timer who was also my colleague in the LRT.
I grabbed the chance to take picture with her.
Coincidently, she was not working on my last day so I didn't manage to take picture with her.
God made us to meet and take pictures as He knows that it’s no good for me to miss the picture with her. =)
Pei Shing and me.

My working life is temporary suspended from now onwards.
Oh, I need to manage my finance very well from now onwards.
I can’t spend that happily anymore.
I am a poor girl now. :(

The day before, someone called me just because I want to hear singing.
Touched as well.
Love you.

*Some more pictures to be inserted later.

Absurd

2009-10-28T19:23:00.001+08:00

Mind you, stop dreaming about nonsense.

I hate that in you.

Very much.

I know, you simply lost the control of yourself.

if you yourself lost it, who can help you?

You know the answer.

No one.

Misunderstand.

LOL. I just feel like laughing at you.

You are so stupid.

Eventually, you have figured out all that.

You are lucky.

It’s not so late yet.

Right?

So, clear your mind.

Hilarious.

Absurd.

I mean you.

It seems like this is getting out of control.

I can’t help you.

I can only run away.

Sorry to say that.

God bless you.

Friendship Forever!!

2009-10-26T20:51:00.003+08:00

From Chai Voon.

Law Studies Progress

2009-10-23T23:32:00.005+08:00

A lot of people have asked me how is my studies.
Some asked soon after I started my course.
Some asked sometimes after I started.
I couldn’t answer anything as there are too much of uncertainties.
I dun like people asking that actually.
I simply dunno how to respond.
Right now, perhaps I can answer a bit.
By now, I have done few assignments.
For public assignments, so far, I have never squeeze my brain for that.
Merely copying and rushing to finish so expected to fail.
For common and contract, I had tried my best to do.
Till now, I have got back 2 assignments.
Both score 10 out of 25.
That mark is merely a pass.
Feeling helpless.
According to lecturers, we shouldn’t have standard answer.
The best is not to use the answer given by them.
We ought to form our opinion and create an answer belong to us.
Marks will come when we have written down something we think.
Not when we apply everything we have learnt.
The way is to read more.
Read more.
These 2 words are very simple words.
But not easy to do!
More! How much is the more?
I like math. I like certain answer.
In math, if we do the question together, and when we get the same answer, most likely are we have got the correct answer so we will always be happy. We tend to score like that.
In law, if we get the same answer, we are categorized by copier or uncreative person. That answer won’t help to score.
Am I in the correct field?
There is no wrong for me as I have nowhere else to go!
Good luck to me.
Just had two days classes after holidays and I feel so tired!
Law is full of uncertainties.
Law is so tough.

**********************************************************************************
LOL. Wen and me went to “survey” for our glasses. We were there for 3 hours. I can’t imagine that we were there for so long! The supervisor was so patient to explain everything to us. We asked lots of question. It was like we have had a class on... I have never talked that much to a stranger man! LOL. The optometrist is so pro, so patient and so good looking! Wen agreed with me. Omg! I am attracted to him. =) I like professional people. :p I love Wen also. She always accompanies me go here and there.
p/s: Got to know that I am actually half way to blind. sigh. (dun worry, that won't happen.)
**********************************************************************************
Dad, I love you. (to be told later.)
**********************************************************************************

Holidays Ended

2009-10-22T20:56:00.001+08:00

Ok. So holidays ended.
The 9 days of holidays ended.
2 days of which I worked.
3 days of which I went out.
Start missing holidays.
Gosh! The next holidays are still 2 months away.
Before that, I will have to deal with tones of assignments.
Not to forget about the killing mock examinations.
Back to college today.
Special of today:
- Mr. Laz announced about the assignment which meant that it is nothing wrong that I didn’t do. =) I wonder whether he still remember that he had told us 2 weeks before.
- Ms. Reb is so kind today. She didn’t chase for the assignment on ADR. I wonder is it I did it too early this time?
- Lecturers seem to have known that holidays are meant to be relaxing one. =)
- Raining heavily after classes. My shoe is all wet due to the flooded water around college.
- I bought something for sister to eat and she was mean to me! You know what you did! She is such a bad girl!
- It’s time to back to reality. Yet I still couldn’t really stop myself from dreaming. But I can feel that the dream power is so weak now. This is a good sign. This is just of a sudden and unexpected trigger. Truth is the best medicine for that kind of dream. Keep it up.
I wish I will work hard for the coming exams.
I wish I will not do my assignment last minute. That’s torturing.
I wish that I will get out of that soon.

Why? Why? Why?

2009-10-21T22:10:00.001+08:00

You won’t understand me.
You don’t know the reason.
You don’t know the fact.
You don’t know the situation.

You will never know how much I have suffered.
You will never know how much I have gone through.
You will never know the structure of my brain.
You will never know what I am thinking.

I am lost.
I am disappointed.
I am frustrated.
I am mentally tired.

I have to get out of it.
I have to be strong.
I have to ignore you.
I have to keep going.

I need to change my thinking.
I need to change my attitude.
I need to change my environment.
I need to change them.

I guess I am drunk without consume of alcohol.

*craps*

Timesquare + Sg. Wang

2009-10-17T22:48:00.006+08:00

Oh ya, it’s Timesquare again.
Went there for twice in this week.
Having phobia of it soon. :p
So, let pictures do the talking.
I am tired.
She is late for an hour. :(

This is leng lui Wen Xin.
She didnt want to let me take picture of her.
Somehow i feel that this is a nice picture. :)
She is such a leng lui yet she doesnt want to let me to take picture.
=(

She said she would prefer to let me to snap her backside or her hand.
==
Here are our hands. =)
Which one is mine?

Our lunch:

The "Hak Jiu Yu Pin Fan".

Loh Min.

Dao Jiong Liong Fun + Bak Guo Yi Mai Tong Sui.

We had our lunch at a Restaurant namely "Fong Wong".
(Sorry, I am lazy to type chinese. :))
Nothing special.

Our legs. LOL. I am wearing her shoe and she is wearing mine. =)

Us!
This is a precious picture!
(I had to forced her to take picture with me!=()
She is very leng lui right?
A girl who is like me also takes pictures and she...
==

Bought a number of things. =)
A lot of outing during this holidays.
A lot of money being spent during this holidays.
I am broke! =(
I wish that the sky will drop me some money. :p
Will be good girl for the next few months.
I am forced to be.
Because I dun wan to get killed by dad. =(

Today is quite okay as I got something I like. :p
That’s the reason I got broke.
What is bad is my thigh.
I am having extreme muscle pain due to the squat yesterday.
Walked like an old woman. =(
Suffering especially when going up and down the staircase and when I have to crouch down.
I usually walked very fast especially when the sky is dark but not today!

P/s: Have been blogging quite often recently. Since my outing life in this holiday is over now, I shall go for a break. So do my blog.

The Power Point

2009-10-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

Loving Memories: Common Law#links

Alex’s 18th Birthday

2009-10-16T14:04:00.004+08:00

(Alex, you make me cheating everyone now. :p )
So, my 3rd day of holidays is with ATC classmates.
Berjaya Timesquare.
Went Petaling Street to buy the cake and card before that.

The Birthday Cake.

The Birthday Guy, Alex.
(Our cool big brother.)
We celebrated his birthday at KFC.

Then we proceeded with our photo session.

Us. From left to right: Julius, Alex, Chai Voon, Kiran, Steph R, JJ, me.

Again. Julius, Kiran, Chai Voon, Steph A, JJ, me, Alex.

Girls.

Guys. Jonathon(Steph A's bf) was in too.

The gay picture. Alex and JJ. LOL.
This is the best picture of the day!

Then, we went to watch the movie “Pandorum”.
Hmm.. This movie is okay but a bit scary.
After movie, some went back.
The rest went Starbuck for a drink.
In fact, only Steph R bought a drink.
The rest of us just wanted a seat. =)

Sleeping in Starbuck: JJ, Kiran, Alex, me.
I like this picture because it’s special. =)

This is our 4th outing.
1st, bookfest.
2nd, LVAC 1st meeting@Timesquare.
3rd, Charity Night.

While on the way back, I got over my station in monorail.
Damn. I was not sleeping!
I was dreaming. =(
Stop it!

Connaught

2009-10-16T13:03:00.006+08:00

Second day of holidays. Working.

(Not very clear as my phone is not a professional camera.)
Morning, there was half an hour of electrical breakdown.
I guess that was caused by the broken light.
Never know that I will have more general knowledge than them.
Just turn on the main switch then will do!
(Sorry for being ill-mannered here. I didn't mean that.)

I really wish to but I am hesitating. Omg! What should I do?
Must think clearly as I hate to regret later!

After working, as promised the day before, I went Night Market with Wen Xin.
I am kind of lazy to go out at night recently.
Prefer to sleep. =)
As usual, they were late. :(
We went to Connaught, Cheras.
(Quite far but WX has a private driver-a weird guy. XD)
(Dun worry, he won't be reading this.)

Went to have dinner at Tsim Tung.
Drinks:

Jasmine Tea & Red Bean Ying Yong Snow.
The Red Bean Ying Yong Snow is quite nice!

Dinner:

Unagi Stone Rice.

Carbonara Spaghetti.

Luckily, the portion of the food is not too huge.
Not that suffering to finish it.
=)
This is not as expensive as the Sunway Pyramid one.
*Miss Strawberry@PJ*

After dinner, we went to walk!
Hoping to burn off some fat!
I ate a lot recently!
That can be considered as shopping as well! =)

The Night Market@Connaught, Cheras. Here we are.

According to people, this night market is an extra “long” one.
There are many stalls there - Food, clothes and accessories etc.

These are those cute egg cakes.
6 cartoons.
Look nice, taste nice!
And this is not very expensive!
RM 3 for the whole set, 6 of them!
(Sacrifice a lot for this 2 pictures. Not easy to take picture while walking!)

White white.
WX brought him out to “gai gai” wo.

White white with seat belt.
(Sit in the car must have seat belt on! ^^ )

Us.
(Again, not very clear.)
J, I want a camera! =)

I guess it's the time to wake up.
It's pretty obvious, isn't it?
How come you are still cheating yourself?
Don’t you feel that you are really stupid?

Sunway Pyramid

2009-10-13T22:53:00.004+08:00

First day of holidays, Sunway Pyramid!
Woke up at 7.45am.
Ling was late though.
Didnt blame her as she need to fetch her sister.
Ling came to fetch me at 9.30am.
So, our journey began!

After 45mins of LRT to the last station, Kelana Jaya, we took bus.
Ling:" I should take picture of this bus. I have got long time didnt take bus!"
sy:" LOL!"

Sunway Pyramid!
We are here!
Hmmm.. Where to go for our late breakfast?

So here we are!
A Hong Kong Restaurant!
Makan Time!

Ling is eating... (Ling, dun kill me ya~ :p)

I'm eating!

Our food:

My porridge! Not bad~

Ling's porridge! Ling:"Very nice!"

"Har Gao"~ Yummy~

Fried fish pancake? Not sure about its name. Taste nice too.

Its quite expensive.
But once in a while is okay. :)
Felt very full after eating.

Took a few pictures before we started walking.

Feature of Sunway Pyramid! I went skatting once 2 and half year before.

We walked and walked.
Felt kind of sleepy after those food. :(
Sorry...

We chatted a lot.
I told her about that person.
She is the first and hopefully the last one who know about it.
Well, I am serious that i dun wan........
Help!

Enjoyed going out with her. I wish that she too.

Us!

I am broke! Spent a lot!
Not going to disclose what i bought...
Got something I wanted to. =)

Feel Good. (except for that person.)

The Charity Night

2009-10-11T20:44:00.018+08:00

As continued from previous post, after meeting I went to coll.
Ki and the others had late breakfast so nobody would have lunch with me.
They went “shopping” too.
I waited at class alone. Wanted to sleep but I couldn’t. Bored.
One hour.

As I was wearing high heels, so I didn’t go to find them.
Felt pain when walking to coll from station. :(
I prefer sneakers. :p

Mr. Patrick came in earlier.
The class was still okay. Nothing special.
I should sit in front for little bit more because it was not easy for me to see the board.
Dreaming seemed to be a must for all classes. =(
I must practise to be more concentrate.

I was hungry.
Luckily I asked CV to help and buy something.
She bought me a sandwich which tasted not bad.
According to her, she is good in choosing food. So, ask her to help you next time! :p
There was cheese and ham in it.
But the portion is a bit large.
I was forced to stuff in this big portion of sandwich in 5 minutes break time.
Should have taken picture of it. :p I was rushing to finish it so I forgot.

Class dismissed earlier. At 3.30pm I guess.

We took Star LRT to Sri Petaling Station.
Something wrong with the train. =( Ki said it was because I was there.
It never happens to her. =(
Everyone was ordered to get out from the train because the train was out of service.

Everyone are waiting for the next train.

It was not even half way to Ki’s station.
When we reached the station, Ki drove us to her house.
Her driving skill is not bad! =)
(Ki seemed very mind if i write that her car got no air-cond. :p)

3 girls took turn for shower and we just used about an hour!
That’s pretty fast isn’t it? =)
Reasonable time frame. ^^
Well, my normal speed was half an hour but I think I just took about 15-20mins that time. :)
I didn’t bring what I was supposed to bring for shower yet I managed to have my comfortable shower.
Thanks Ki and CV.
Dolls at Ki’s bed. Ki said her sister purposely arranged it well because we were going. =)
Our fresh picture after shower. Waiting to go out. =)

(Thanks Jul for sharing half the ticket with me so that I can afford better.)

The way to destination is a bit long.
Detail of the process is not important here. :p
We reached at 8. Not very late, right? =)

When I was eating, someone came and called my name.
Michelle Tan. My primary classmate. I am glad that she recognized me.
I am just not good in recognizing people.
But if u come forward, I will remember you. =)
I was shocked by myself when I asked her where she live and whether she can send me home.
That’s just not my style.
I am sorry. I guess I don’t feel good with taking train alone at night. I scare. :(
She is good. She was willing to send me home. =)
I felt very good to meet her. Felt good to talk to her.
Oh yea, of cause, she is studying law too!
Feel great to find someone else who is studying law!
So, someone sent me home safely.
I didn’t need to take train!
Thanks! Just couldn’t thank you enough!
Yeah! It is just perfect!

Highlights:-
1) The dancing performance was good. Our classmates: Mich, Rebecca & JJ were in. It’s nice to see them dancing.
2) There was one part which Mich pulled Jul to dance. So both of them were dancing. Hahaha… You should see it yourself. It can’t be described! LOL. Steph R took the video.
3) We took a lot of pictures. (Pictures of me were little as I left earlier. :p) We actually think how to pose so that those pictures don’t look dull.
4) Oh yea, we took one video too. This will be a memorable one.
5) At first, we all were sitting separately. Then, we all gathered at one table. That’s nice.

Let's see those pictures!

Some funny pictures:

Alex got bullied by Chai Voon and me. =)

Chai Voon and Alex. A gentleman and a lady! :p

Alex and Kiran.(the husband argued with the wife?)

Steph R and Alex. Romantic!

Julius and Alex. Cool + Funny!

2 big kids! I found that this is the most hilarious picture! LOL!

Alex got tired? :)

Julius got headache! :)

Sweet pictures:

Chai Voon and Julius.

Alex and Steph R.

Chai Voon and JJ.

Steph R and Julius.

Michell and Alex.

Julius and Steph A.

Julius and Rebecca.

Julius and Kiran.

Julius and Michell.

Rebecca and Alex.

Sweet eh? Rate it! (Have you found out the potential couple? :p )

Group Pictures:

Mr. Daniel, Ms. Irene and us.

Mr. Daniel and us.

Us:

My most favourite pictures of the day:

I was not that tired after refreshment at Ki’s house. I laughed a lot. I smile most of the time. My friend sent me home. So, everything is just nice!

That night is just so perfect!

So, all of us, we ate, we watched the performance, we chit-chatted, we laughed, we took pictures and we had fun! ^^

Love you guys. =)

-The End-

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2009-10-11T16:32:00.002+08:00

Ling’s birthday. A nice date, isn’t it? HAPPY BIRTHDAY to LING.
She is one of those who can make me dun care about my purse and buy present for her. :)
But the problem is her present is not easy to buy! Luckily I managed to think of something this time. =)
Today will be a long day for me too. Meeting-->Class-->Charity Night
I woke up reluctantly at 8am. Quickly got ready and waited for ling to come and pick me up

Meeting at Ah Teo’s house.
This was such a long time since our last meeting.
Sometimes there is no meeting.
Well, not that there is no meeting at all; just sometimes I was not free.
Well, sometimes I was lazy.
I’m sorry.
I admit that I am not as active as before.
My time, even my dad won’t allow me to be active.
Studying law is just not easy for me.
But I won’t quit. I will still try to contribute as much as I can.
Not to forget those things I have learnt and those experiences I have gotten for eg camping.
Although I can’t remember much now and some are outdated. =(
We talked about the blood campaign, the trip and some activities.
I will try my best to join the trip. The time was slightly before my mock exam. =(
But well, I sincerely hope that this trip will be a successful one.
Same goes to our class trip during the holidays in December!
Too many trips had failed before.
For the blood campaign, hope that I can donate blood this time. =)
For those activities discussed, I wish I can join. I really do.
The question is “Can i?” Still remain unknown.
I still love VAD20 that much.
Hope that it can grow bigger and bigger, stronger and stronger!
Same goes to LVAC!
9 people attended the meeting. Others are not free etc.
Not bad to have a small gathering.

Ling sent me to station after that. Thanks ya.
The feeling of having someone there to pick me up is just so damn………nice!
(I was still thinking that how good that is if someone is there to pick me up from the charity night place so that I don’t have to take train alone at night=(.)

p/s: Next post: Charity Night.

A Busy Week. (03/10/2009~09/10/2009) (edited)

2009-10-11T02:32:00.008+08:00

Saturday
I was having Saturday class, will be having class in the following Saturday as well. Saturday =holiday, this theory is gone in ATC. =( 
This day, it was Prof. Wayne Morrison’s seminar. He just looked like an ordinary English man. Dunno how to describe. He sounded more sarcastically?
He made me feel that I’m stupid. He kept picking Jul who sat beside me and asked him questions. Thank god, I didn’t sit at that place where I normally sit!!! Thanks Jul who saved me. LOL. Or is it Jul who attracted his attention? (sound like blaming him. :p)
There was one time when he picked on me and asked me. I showed him the answer I prepared and he asked “oh, what are you thinking!” Something like that. It made me feel that I am so stupid.
As usual, there were some of his jokes which I didn’t get it because I couldn’t perfectly understand his slang. There were many times I was lost in his teaching too. Statutory interpretation. Left it for lectures!
Mooncake festival! Did nothing special other than eating the fattening mooncake!

Sunday
At night, the “quest” came.
Don’t really like to have his news. Can you just go missing like that?
Hmm, well, of course I dun wish that you die. I just wish that you have your happy life outside.
Just don’t come near me. I felt very badly each time I saw you.
Thanks to the hurt you had given me. Thanks for being immoral!
But this night, you had given me motivation. God knows why.
I won’t thank you. And I swear that I will work hard, I must work hard.
(No question allowed in this section)

Monday
The colour culture finally ends. LOL. But it will resume some days. I guess.
Went to bank to buy bank draft. Didn’t feel good for bring RM4k+ with me. Luckily I was safe. :p
I must get my things done earlier next time. I should have solved that things out earlier then I wouldn’t have to bring so much money with me. My dad will do it.
Eventually, I am done with my registration things! When can I get my books? I am fed up of not having those books with me.
Why photocopying when you are getting it later? It’s a waste of money, time and stamina! :)
“Lucky Draw” when Common class. LOL. I got the purple Public guide.

Tuesday
Dated them for lunch earlier. Just hope that they can. At last, they tried their best to make it.
It’s only them who can make me cycling under the sun just to have lunch with them. (Sacrifice a lot! The sun was so damn hot until I thought that it could burn my skin! Somehow my skin is allergic to the sun. But luckily I was okay that day. =))
Because they are special, they are good. I love them. I just do.
Probably, it’s because they treated me very well. They made me feel good. Well, it’s like so easy to conquer my heart. :( But it’s very easy to make me walk away too! (There are a lot of examples for this.)
Free lunch again. Thanks so much. But I am guilty! Paiseh la! Why can’t you let me pay? :(
I will remember those nice memories you had given me. I will try my best to keep this friendship.
Other times of the day was spent with common law assignments: Lord Woolf. It took me one whole day to do that assignment. Copy and paste from tutorial questions and chapter pack.
Got to keep reminding myself that I have 3 assignments due in the week! One on Thursday, another two on Friday and I got to work the next day!

Only those who have successfully conquered my heart, I will treat them with my heart, I will try my very best to treat them well, I will think for you more than myself.
Those who conquered but I feel that it's risky, I have to stay away. Sorry. This is for your own good.
Sometimes, there are exceptions. I will worry for strangers. I will care for people who are not really close to me. Maybe that is when i am kind. :) Elaboration comes later.

Wednesday
Got one moon cake from Liana. Never thought that the one who first giving me moon cake will be a malay. Lol. Thanks a lot. I love it.
This is a purple moon cake. =) There is a word “purple in Chinese” on it. I ate the purple word too. Lame. =)
This receipt gave me some feels of Mooncake Festival. :)
“I am not doing charity here. " You were talking about someone else.
But that theory applied to me. You seemed like telling me impliedly that I got the money because you were doing some kind of charity work.
Let me tell you, I got that money because I was working. Work! Not due to your “kind”.
I rushed like hell to finish what I was supposed to during that time. Even though dad said, just do your best, you are pay according to time. For my stupid responsibility sense, I made myself so stressed just because I wanted to finish everything on my table that time.
So that I deserved to receive that money.
And now I have to wash hand for so many times a day. No matter how boring it’s, how sleepy I am, I still stand myself well and get the things done properly.
I hope that not every lawyer is that realistic. I have heard a lot of people saying that lawyers are realistic and heartless etc.
Slept for only 4 hours the day before. This is indeed a sleepy day.
Yet I still couldn’t sleep early this night. I ought to finish my Contract assignment.
I managed to fight the sleeping god and finished most part of that assignment. Left some for the next day as it required some thinking. :(
Slept for 6 hours.

It seems like I am on my own on the battlefield although this is not what I wished. Sometimes, I just wish that there is someone. Again, there’s no one helping me.

Thursday
Had class of course. Maybe because I had no enough sleep, so I was quite blurred.
When friends were talking to me, I actually took sometimes to pull myself back to be in front of them.
I was dreaming the whole day!
Hard to concentrate in class.
Night, got my Contract done and then Public assignment took place.
I felt that my Public was suck! It’s really copy and paste! Copy exactly from the chapter pack, text book or subject guide! (Common was too. But at least I still think how to join all the points)
I just couldn’t think anymore.
I hate it.
If I were to do it during examination, I will definitely fail!
I am foreseeing the risk. Yet I may still go on to take it.
I should be liable by then.
Again, I slept for only 4 hours. Maybe it’s less than that.

Friday
Morning, when in the LRT, I was so sleepy. I wanted to sleep.
The best thing is I got a seat. I can only sleep when I’m sitting there right? =)
When I was about to close my eye, a pregnant woman came standing in front of me.
Conscience told me to give my seat to her.
I smiled to myself after I got out from the train.
I told myself, “today will be a sleepy day, but at least I did something good to give it some colours.” :p
That’s nothing actually. I just felt good for little while for no reasons.
Oh ya!!! I want to write about Mich, my lecturemate!
She told us that she had been fasting for 9days.
Bear in mind that her fasting is not like malay one where they still eat in the morning and night.
Her fasting is totally without food and drink! Unbelievable!
How could she stand that?
I remember, when i got food poisoning not long ago, I was like 2 days no food (drank water of course), I felt like no energy and tired!
I cant imagine if I were to fast for 3days?
Mich, I salute you!
Friends, dun do that if you dun have to.
Her case is different. She is special.
An ordinary person dun eat and drink for 9 days, I dunno what will happen!
Finished class early as Mr. Dan said he had something on. Finished class at 2 plus. Roughly one hour earlier.
Yeah, can meet ling early!
The next day will be her birthday. I tried to make it best for you.
Sorry that I can’t make anything special for you.
What I can do is just like this.
I hope that you enjoyed it.
The Birthday Girl and her cake:
My cake:
Night, I finally settled my transport problems for charity night. Thank god. It had troubled me for 2 weeks I think.
Disappointed but it doesn’t really matters as it still turn out to be good. There are still bunch of people there being good to me! =)
Couldn’t sleep early. Relaxed after few days of struggling. =)
Slept for 6 hours? Oh no, that’s not enough! There are many days which I didn’t sleep early!
Tomorrow will be a long day!
Update next! (waiting for pictures)

Why can’t you try to understand a bit? Why can’t you be slightly better in that circumstances?

Hooray! Holidays are coming real soon. Can’t wait for it! ^^

4 assignments in hand though. =(